Just letting you all know that the meeting is going to be shoved to the next week, because my grandmother of my father's side passed away this morning.
My mom and stepdad had offered to bring me instead, but I'm way too afraid they won't bother trying to call me by my desired name and pronouns and I'd feel very uneasy then. And they don't really want to go themselves anyway.
It's really unfortunate this happened at this time, although it is better this way for my grandmother because she long wanted to pass away.
I had been really looking forward to meeting my friend and now I have to wait again. Thursday I was also supposed to go to the gender clinic which didn't got to happen. I really hate all this waiting. I thought this week would be a great week with two things to look forward to and it went completely downhill.
