Kia Ora,
So you decide to call yourself an atheist,(in a sense we are all 'born' atheist-theism tends to come later) then all of a sudden you start to miss "god" and begin to 'doubt' your disbelief...Then you begin to yearn for god and to be welcomed back into the fold...
Is it really the belief in a god you miss ? Or the close knit relationship of the religious community ie, craving that sense of belonging ?
I'm just fascinated by this two way street, traffic flowing both ways - Atheists who see the light and change direction...Theists who see the light and change direction, what is it that drives you ?
Metta Zenda 🙂