Ok, ok...here's me pre-realization. The first one is how I look for family parties. I always feel awful at them. The second one was me actually taking pride in my appearance.

Here's me last week (post-realization, pre-T):

I'm really glad I did this. I got to remind myself how awful I look and feel in normal girl clothes, which reaffirms my current mindset. I also stumbled upon entertaining selfies and glamor shots from middle and high school!