Oh my god!!!
The surgery was a total success, I haven't seen under the bandages yet but can see te front of forehead mostly and it is amazing. This so surreal, the ridge is GONE I am /fixed/.
Thank god for this surgery. It's breaking my heart that this is possible, that it was accessible to me.
I got out of surgery at 10am and felt immediately over joyed and calm. Dr Spiegel is so sweet. I love him.
Lol I'm gushing but can you blame me? I'm so unbelievably happy. Tomorrow they change the dressing and I can see the whole thing for the first time. Yay!
Then I'm heading to the hotel and recovering for a week before stitches out.
The center ridge is in and of itself such a critical change, that ridge has always haunted me and causes me pain and masculinized me. The INDENT between my brows is gone.
so surreal.
The center ridge is a big deal but what I hadn't really understood was how transformative the reduction of orbitals is. My eyes are way more open now. Brow lifted and soon enough ill see my scalp advancement and hairline recontoured. I hope the corners are rounded off.
In my post OP haze, speigel came and asked if I had any questions and I forgot to ask him if he managed to create a round hair line. So we shall see.
He called my mom when he finished my surgery and she told me later what good energy he has. She also told him how grateful I was to be able to work with him in particular. So sweet. When he visited me post OP he was so compassionate and ugh I'm just the happiest girl in the world today.
Love
Di
