early morning doubts

[evecrook]

It seems every day lately when I wake up my mind begins the same routine of doubting. By afternoon I stop doubting and look forward to my progress By evening I telling myself that I should of transitioned a lot sooner.

[Sammy]

Oh, this comes with the package . First, You are sure You are just weird, then You are not sure You are actually transgender, afterwards You become quite sure about that - but then comes the transition and You start thinking maybe You are just weird? Oh... we have already been there - lets skip forward .

Hold tight and be safe! Transition is hard physically, but the hardest part of it is mental - it starts when first euphoria is over and one is not sure about anything anymore. I wonder if that feeling ever goes away?

[evecrook]

thanks

[Ltl89]

It seems every day lately when I wake up my mind begins the same routine of doubting. By afternoon I stop doubting and look forward to my progress By evening I telling myself that I should of transitioned a lot sooner.

Hey evecrook,

Have you talked to a therapist about this?  If you have doubts, it may be good for you to explore them and find the root cause.  Self exploration can really do a lot of good.  As for the doubts, it could be a million things.  What's important is that you find out what's driving these feelings and what it means for you. 

Good luck with everything and keep your head up high no matter what!