I guess this would be hello again

[PaleDragoness]

Well after a little while and more therapy and meeting lots of people who have helped me in various ways I have come back. Unfortunately due to the job market, money is hard to find, but I'm working on getting my cisco ccna certification and then things will be guaranteed smooth from there. I was recommended by a friend who is also a trans woman to a therapist near me and an endo who happens to be also near me. I've contacted both and I've been told that the cost for starting is actually very cheap. It's good to know there is light at the end of the tunnel and I can feel the warmth of that light on my skin.

Well to finish and re-introduce myself; I'm Mellysia, I'm 25 years young, I live in Connecticut, I love computers, games, talking, being weird....etc =]. I am in your care  -bows-

[V M]

Hi Mellysia 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here

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V M

[PaleDragoness]

Ty =]

P.S. If anyone here is familiar with furies, if the name tips you off, I am not one. I started using the name in games and it stuck pretty well. I love dragons, was born in 1988 (year of the dragon), and I'm getting a dragon head tattoo sometime next year to cover up the tattoo that I got when I was married. Ciao

[PaleDragoness]

Well I guess lets see. It's not been very long, but uh well here goes.

Well when I left I was told I didn't make anyone angry, but just in case I was wrong I apologize. I posted in ways that I shouldn't have and pretty much overall turned my little blog or whatchacallit into a complete rage/rant section. I was unsure how to get my feelings out so I just typed what was literally on my brain. I'm not good with expressing myself and I'm still working on that currently. I unfortunately only see my psycho 1 time a month, but I really assume that I need to see her more, but it's expensive and dad is paying so I won't push my luck. I have been to the hospital 2 times since I left for 1 suicide attempt and 1 really close attempt at homicide.

(Dad did the I'm superior and you are inferior and I went BOOM YOU SUNK MY BATTLESHIP)

Anywho uh I have been diagnosed.....and I don't think this is totally possible, but you know I'm not a dr so I can't say whether or not it's true or not....oops ramble. Ok I am OCD, slightly autistic in nature (I don't know what that means) borderline bipolar and when I get really excited or really stressed I tend to forget everything on the spot. What's the word you call it dyslexic. I'm currently not on medication (waiting for new one). Been on 2 different types so far and none have worked as of yet. I forgot what the medication she was telling me about, but in layman terms I think it's kinda like a slight lobotomy. Kinda makes me really mellow which is quite needed sometimes. Uh sorry for making this somewhat of a ramble, but that problem with me has yet to be solved also. More or less I'm glad to be back and I hope that my previous self didn't leave any negativity behind.

Ciao =]

[Devlyn]

Welcome back, hugs, Devlyn

[CindyCD]

Welcome back. Best of luck on your journey.