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weird to be so scared of showing who you are

Started by evecrook, November 25, 2013, 12:08:29 PM

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evecrook

I'm going on 6 weeks of HRT. I truly feel great inside. I was lying in bed this morning and my body felt so comfortable because I thought I could feel the flow of estrogen. I still have plenty moments of doubt  about what I'm doing, but I seem always to be able to move pass it. I end up back to the feeling of joy. Transitioning can be difficult, but its also extremely rewarding mentally and physically. I'm finding I'm getting quite addicted to Susan's place. The helping hand is great and how people have become woman is so encouraging .I've chosen the baby step approach to full time because it's a scary thing to get use to and also because at the moment I don't have the money to buy clothes. Just jumping in would be the best, but what you going to do. I'm making progress though. I'm able to go to my favorite coffee places with make up and nail polish on. It shouldn't be too difficult a jump for a skirt  summer is my objective for full time. The counselor is there to help so I think I'll be all right. I'm just letting everyone Know of my progress because everyone been so helpful. thanks. Plus, hopefully by summer my face will have changed a little.
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LittleV

Good luck on accomplishing your summer objective! I'm sure you can make it.

Transition or even showing yourself as you really are inside--letting that inner instinct emerge from the depths of years' long supression--is not an easy thing to do or even to "digest". It takes time getting used to. Having the support or at least someone to be there for you through is crucial. Luckily I have a loving mother who would be my support whatever I chose to do with my life, but I'm also very grateful there's a place like Susan's that provides a sort of safe haven for us. :) And yes, it is addictive :D
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