Upset because of the way I responded in some threads. While I hate being misunderstood and being seen as a thoughtless and selfish person, I should have further considered my response and said things in a way that I meant to rather than a bitter way. Now, I feel like I came across as a mean, nasty, emotional bitch because of recklessness and less consideration of my words. I suppose I can be one and have to learn more for that, but I always mess up and there should be no secret as to why people don't like me. I always feel bad when I react with emotion the way I do at times and it makes me come across poorly. Plus, I don't like hurting the feelings of other people and ruin their experience here, but I seem to have that effect quite frequently on this forum. So, I made myself unhappy today because I suck and might have hurt people. I hate doing that and its exactly what I don't want to do here, but I always do it. Eh.....
