What made you unhappy today? v4.0

[Xhianil]

thanks willow, i just wish it wasent so easy to lose my last lifeline...

[Lauren5]

thanks willow, i just wish it wasent so easy to lose my last lifeline...

Do you have a cell phone? PM me if so, we can text.

[LordKAT]

wondered where that snake had gone.....


Missed ya.

[Emo]

Was scared a bit about someone i thought i loved.. I dont know if i can now.. I feel bad. Not for myself.. But for this lost love.

Or maybe i just need sleep...

[LordKAT]

Was scared a bit about someone i thought i loved.. I dont know if i can now.. I feel bad. Not for myself.. But for this lost love.

Or maybe i just need sleep...

"For all sad words of tongue and pen, The saddest are these, 'It might have been'."
     -John Greenleaf Whittier

or take a nap.

[LordKAT]

Now I remember,  Monday is a high temp if -15 F with windchills of -55 F, and they still expect my car to start and take me to work and back. The area is shutting down with all the advisories, the schools are closed, why only custodians have to work on such a stupid day.

[Charley Bea(EmeraldP)]

Someone I haven't met in person but that I find I care about has just been through a break up and I just want to be there to help but I am so far away. But also wondering if that is weird?

[Adam (birkin)]

Woke up with this bad anxious feeling in my chest.

Nevertheless, I have to get a haircut and I'm using my gift cards from Christmas to buy a sewing machine so I don't have to shell out $12 to get a pair of pants hemmed anymore. So anxiety or not I have to get moving.

[Megumi]

I was talking with my mom about some issues I've had with some things both her and my sister have said recently. She told me she was sorry and didn't mean it in the way she said it "huh? Really?" and gave me her typical spiel about how it's all difficult on everyone "which is true" and that it would just be better for us all if I just went back to being how I was before I decided to start transitioning. I still can't get her to understand what it feels like to be told that you can't be yourself because it would be a burden on others and the state of mind that I was in with being utterly miserable and depressed to the point where I was questioning if life was really worth it so once again she's slapping me across the face for saying that I should do what she/the family wants so they aren't inconvenienced instead of what I need to do to find my peace about myself in life. Then we started talking about my sister and how utterly hateful she has been towards me and my mom said that my sister has made her intentions clear that she is going to do everything possible to make me not want to transition by being as mean as she can or by doing and saying hurtful things to me. I haven't confirmed this with her as I want to have a 1 on 1 talk with her but seeing how she has been treating me lately I can believe what my mom said is true and that has me a bit down because I really did think my sister would have been very accepting of me given how much LBGT stuff she has watched on tv and posted support towards all causes on facebook.
This really complicates things as if she does go through with her intentions I'll just end up not making contact with her for a while but that would also mean that I can't go around to my parents house to talk with them since they are usually watching my niece and my sister is bound to show up at random times to pawn her kid off onto them so she doesn't have to deal with her own child. Maybe I'll be able to get them to understand my side of everything at some point but it's getting harder and harder to keep putting myself in those situations where I end up being hurt and nothing else gets accomplished.

[Lauren5]

I'm back at school now, but I think I have a cold or the flu or something, and dad gave me his huge speech about how this is my last and only shot to save my college career. I'm too scared to tell him I'm changing my major, I'm too scared to do anything right now.

[LordKAT]

I'm back at school now, but I think I have a cold or the flu or something, and dad gave me his huge speech about how this is my last and only shot to save my college career. I'm too scared to tell him I'm changing my major, I'm too scared to do anything right now.

When you know that what you're looking for is what you already are -- and not what you may become -- you stand on the threshold of fearless living.

No psychological fear exists without negative imagination.

When it comes to fear, the feel is real...but the "why" is a lie.

     - Guy Finley

[Apples Mk.II]

Maximum GID levels feeling like a monster. I can't even reunite the strength present female anymore.

And looking at the body fat table, in the female range I am in the minimum survival fat (getting close to anorexic) if it was not for my muscle mass. I have a 10% body fat, even less than an athlete.

[Ashey]

Ack, I think I know what a period feels like now.  These suck.

Yup! Assuming my cycle holds, I'm not particularly looking forward to the 31st. xD

[Ashey]

Guess I'll know for sure in another 28 days. 

Well from what I've read, cycles can range from 28 to 35 days. Mine seems to be 30 days but I'll have to wait and see.

[Shawn Sunshine]

the endless domino effect of a horrible Christmas

things just don't seem to have a light at the end of the tunnel at the moment.

[King Malachite]

Haven't spoken to Shy in almost a week and can't seem to get in contact with her.  This has made me super sad. 

[Adam (birkin)]

I couldn't sleep because I'm thinking about how without any teaching opportunities, I have to find another job to survive and save for top surgery.

I worried for a while and then just got my butt up and wrote a cover letter that I was planning to write Sunday evening. I feel better but I'm still stressed. They do a credit check, criminal record check, and references check for all previous jobs - meaning, guess what? Outed. *sigh* Whatever. I will work my butt off this year, get my surgeries, and move away and start fresh. Thank you mom and dad for giving me an undoubtedly female birth name.

[Lauren5]

Spent over an hour shaving my arms and legs (tried Veet, for some reason it didn't work) and ended up witha bunch of cuts.

I'm tired of having to do this. I need full body laser. But I can't afford it

[FalseHybridPrincess]

Thats annoying I know that feel...

if you use high quality razors Im pretty sure you wont cut yourself...

anyways even though I love having hairless legs , I really cant go on shaving every two days...so I wear pants most of the time so I dont have to look at them...hope hormones will help with that...

[Shantel]

Ru Paul the famous drag queen wrote a book entitled "Letting it all hang out" which was an interesting and sometimes humorous read, in it he talks about how to shave one's body properly and the extensive use of multiple razors. (I used the term he because he presents male in his personal life as a gay man) Anyone having seen Ru dressed en femme would have to conclude that she is an exceptional person indeed.