Most of my poetry is hungarian but my songs are in English. I'll post them now, but they have some profanity so if that's a problem, I'd kindly ask a mod to remove it - I know I can't really use swear language in the forums, but this is poetry, so I'm not really clear on this.
So, this is basicly a two-part song, and there's been roughly a year between the two. Here are the lyrics. Both songs are actually recorded, if someone wants, I can send links in PM - I don't want to post links here, they could lead back to me and I'm still presenting male full time so it could cause some problems.
Angels
I've lost my wings
(Or I) Never even had them
It's not what you think
You know babe, je t'aime
(Meanin') I love you so
Even if it is forbidden
Our hearts just cannot bear the voe (of feelin's)
So we become unforgiven
Ch.: We all are angels without wings
We have our cigarettes, we have our drinks
Maybe we sin sometimes but it's okay
God has to understand that's out angel-way
You know darlin' Heaven's here
Even if sometimes we can't understand
It lies in you and me
It's just not that ->-bleeped-<-in' sacred land
You should feel it when you smile
You could hear it when you listen to my heart
You do hate it when you cry
(But you will) Only see it in your afterlife
Ch.: We all are angels without wings
We have our cigarettes, we have our drinks
Maybe we sin sometimes but it's okay
God has to understand that's out angel-way
I've got nothing left to say
One day you'll be gone
(You know) I'll never be the same
Oh Lord, what have I become?
Ch.: We all are angels without wings (nothing left to say)
We have our cigarettes, we have our drinks (you will be gone)
Maybe we sin sometimes but it's okay (never be the same)
God has to understand that's out angel-way (what have I become?).
Angelz Part II
Verse 1
We all were born with a glory and wings
Or it was just a damn lie by you
Now it's something you wouldn't think
'Cause like me you have fallen, too.
It makes you agonize and cry
Poison to the heart, madness to the eyes
You could kill me, just come and try
I've had enough of your ->-bleeped-<-ing lies.
Chorus
We all are angels without wings
We have our cigarettes, we have our drinks
May we sin sometimes but it's okay
God has to understand, that's our angel-way.
Verse 2
Hurting myself with naive dreams
Driving you completely insane
Final goal's to hear your screams
Don't hate me, it's you to blame.
You made me to love you this way
You threw me away when I was all yours
Now I'm wicked and alone and insane
For you I would still drop to all fours.
Chorus
We all are angels without wings
We have our cigarettes, we have our drinks
May we sin sometimes but it's okay
God has to understand, that's our angel-way.
Interlude
Never in peace, always in love, fighting for wings again with rotten lust
You try to survive, I wanna die, you're the one dying but I dunno why
Making love while bleeding to death, because of you I can't catch my breath
Praying for damnation, kissing my wife, nothing hurts as you're ->-bleeped-<-ing for life
You don't even know the joy of the pain, alcohol is destroying your entire screwed up brain
Speak now, softly, for the last time, you know falling for you was my mortal crime
Can't speak now, can't even see, writing a last line to my diary
A page for everyone I ever preyed upon, they are in sixtyninth Heaven alone
The ->-bleeped-<-ing pleasure of debauching you, it was the bestest thing I could do
Virgins screaming for more of me, I'm screaming for every bit of you, baby
How on Earth could this happen to us, we just wanted a mouthful of lust
We made all the mistakes in the world we could, devouring you hell yea I would
You're just too wicked to be with me, I'm simply a madman to stay here
Never felt so alive like this sweetheart, keep your eyes closed, I watch over you in the dark.
Chorus 2
We both are angels without wings
We smoke our cigarettes, we have all the sins
Yeah, we lie all the time, for you it's okay
I have to understand, that's your angel-way.
