I've looked around at a lot of sites and studies trying to figure out where I fit in. I would have to finally say flat out I'm a transvestite. I was amazed to find out that the majority of transvestite/cross dressers have very, very similar histories. I dressed the first time in third grade. I'm not attracted to men. I had a stressed childhood. My mother raised me. I don't feel I'm a woman in a mans body. I don't want SRS. I've gone through periods of denial. I've finally accepted that I am the way I am though.
The life I have now makes dressing very difficult. I am married with kids. I love my life; I just wish I could have a chance to dress more often. It does make those times more special though. I have a separate account I use for purchasing makeup, clothing, toys, etc. I also have a PO box my wife does not know about either to receive them in.
The reason I choose the term transvestite over crossdresser is that I do get sexual satisfaction from dressing.
I know this is kind of rambling... I've never discussed any of this before.
Oh yeah... Hi!
