Next week I will make an appointment with Dr Haben in Rochester for voice fem surgery. I'm very excited and scared at the same time. This is going to be radical change but a very necessary one. Having a girls face and body but a male voice is a real problem. It always makes for a very awkward situation when I have to speak. Socializing is out of the question. My voice is simply causing me too much pain to be ignored and I have to do something about it. As soon as I get my check next week I'm going to make a an appointment for October 7th. Have to put down a deposit to book.