Im not being clear enough, apologies.
Organic is best for meat. Doesnt matter for fruit and veggies. Best to avoid beef, its expensive anyway and its full of steroids and hormones.
You want to be a female, but you dont know how to cook? Or make basic foods? Its easy, you dont even need to cook anything. If you lived close, you could come stay with me a few days and I would teach you. I have taught a lot of young ladies like yourself.
You need a hot plate at least, to heat things up. One pot and a sink a few dishes. Basics. With those you can make gourmet food cheap. Its about good honest ingredients, not expensive. Its some work making decent food, yes, but its the best thing you can do for yourself. If you have a little talent and time you can eat perfectly on $20 or so for an entire week. I do, my pic is me and taken a couple weeks ago. So, your young, going to look fantastic but your body needs something to work with.
If you cant afford $20 a week for groceries then dont start HRT, being honest with you. Hormones cost money and what you do now, from the start determines how well things will go for you in 10 or 20 or 30 years.
But its your life. If you want any help just message me. Big Hug and take care.