Ah I cant wait till summer

Hopefully a lot of things will be different by then...
I wonder if I ll be able to visit my village...cause my mom kinda says its better not to cause my grandparents might have a heart attack when they ll find out I became a girl only those two dont know yet XD...I still want to go though...my village is really beautiful and has many beaches and all my family is there,,, I just wanna be there like the old times but as myself and not as random guy...
when it comes to swimming at the beach I ll first need to lose the disturbing belly fat,,,I ll go on a diet on spring...also I need to lose the hair on my stomach if hrt hasnt fixed them by then I guess ill wax them...
see everything is planned,,,