first thing is im not sure what your going on about with the spit out sparkling water thing, explain please.
secondly after talk to a lovely lady at first choice who has reassured me nothing negative will happen to me and the fact that our holiday rep will be made aware that i am transsexual that i am going to just go for it iv ordered a nice skirt for an evening meal (my first one

) another swim dress, swim skirt and finally a bikini for sunbathing on the beach i just feel the best i have since late summer with the attitude of what carpe diem or in english seize the moment or day.
just thought i would add in yesterday i had my first proper bra fitting, i was a bit nervous when i was taking my top off partly because i just dont like getting undressed in the company of anyone and the other reason is i am ready for my next waxing (ooops

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