Even since I was little, I hated my male name very, very much... I still do... And I was telling my parents that I hate it and that it's not my name. I was maybe about 6 years old, when my mother finally asked me: "Ok, what do you want your name to be?" And I said "Alex", which is short from Alexandra, but I was afraid to tell my mother, that I think I am a girl... I don't know where this name came from... I guess I heard it somewhere, sometime, and I subconciously had chosen it... But since then, I know and feel this is my name and very soon it will be written officially on my ID 🙂