Hello! I am a 21 year old Swedish person who is also a trans* probably. Who knows really, right?
I am pre-everything, I've never even worn garments traditionally associated with the opposite gender, or spoken to anyone about it. But since these forums are anonymous, I guess this is good practice.
So here's my story, short and sweet.
I started feeling this way when I was about 7 or 8 years old. Me and my friends would play in fantasy worlds akin to Dungeons & Dragons, and they would sometimes insist I play a female character. Somehow this just struck a chord with me.
When I was 12 or 13 (2005) I received internet access, and sadly found an outlet for my feelings in assuming a female persona on the internet. Then I never really thought about what I was doing, and never even considered the possibility of what I was. When I was privately "outed" by a transperson over live messenger (2010), who apparently recognized what I was doing (having done the same themselves in the past) and confronted with the question "Are you trans?" I was confused because I'd never seen myself in that way, and would still not.
The realization would not come until I was 19 or 20 (2012), at which point I started beating myself up for not realizing sooner. Now, as I said, I am yet to speak to anyone about it, but I plan to speak to my new doctor/therapist about it as soon as I build the confidence.
So, um, hi!
Just fun stuff I feel like posting (about my appearance):
* I am 187 centimeters tall (6'1"~)
* I weigh 64 kilograms (140lbs~)
* I have blonde hair and blue eyes
* I am a tall, slender person.
* I have thick hair, and am the envy of my thin-haired family because of this.
