Quote from: michelle on March 06, 2014, 11:24:02 PM
I really don't know how to respond to this question. I feel like I am on an eternal walk about through all of the Worlds of God, being in this present physical one. Spiritually I am ever evolving and ever discovering and exploring my spiritual being. Since this is an eternal journey toward God, and me being a wayward soul, getting lost many times along the way, and only getting back on the mystical path with the Grace of God and much soul searching and introspection on my part, it's difficult for me to understand what it means to be satisfied spiritually. Being a Baha'i I have confidence that I have found my way to the Spiritual Ocean of Knowledge to drink from and provide nourishment for my soul. But since my soul forever graves this nourishment it's difficult for me to understand the concept of fulfillment.
I am not sure if this makes any sense to anyone, it's just how I understand my spiritual existence. When I am lost and walled in I feel the absence of the Spirit of God. When I my spirit is open and respective I feel the Presence of God in every speck of the world around me.
This is just how I view my existence. I don't expect anyone else to understand.
Kia Ora Michelle,
Spiritually, do you 'want' more out of life than what you have now? (in other words, are you 'still' searching for that 'happy' medium?)
As I've mentioned before , spiritual fulfilment for me, was when I reached a 'stable' level of contentment with life's flow, understanding and accepting the impermanent nature of 'all' phenomena (including my "self")...
On an intellectual level, many people understand that the universe is a constant state of flux, but for the most part they only touch the surface level of understanding, failing to 'fully' grasp that they too (being part of this universe) are also in a state of flux -both the "psycho & physical" aspects of being, constantly changing never remaining the same(no fixed abode in the scheme of things)...
Understanding this, one can see how suffering arises when one attempts to cling to things (both the subjective and the physical) and not being prepared to let go....when change is inevitable ...
This is how I personally see life, others may have an entirely different outlook and if it brings them comfort, then I'm "happy" for them....
Metta Anatta