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What made you unhappy today? 5.0

Started by V M, March 22, 2014, 04:54:41 AM

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Shantel

Quote from: V M on April 15, 2014, 05:51:40 AM
Triggering stuff - My disphoria, anxiety and depression has been at an all time high for awhile and I'm starting to have chest pains again

Oh well, if I fall over dead I won't have to put up with anyone's B.S. anymore and it will save me the trouble of committing suicide

Love you all

Take care

Hugs

Better dial 911 and get the EMT's over for a short visit hon, you can't just check out on us that easily, there are some folks here who think you're a pretty nice gal!
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Nero

Quote from: V M on April 15, 2014, 05:51:40 AM
Triggering stuff - My disphoria, anxiety and depression has been at an all time high for awhile and I'm starting to have chest pains again

Oh well, if I fall over dead I won't have to put up with anyone's B.S. anymore and it will save me the trouble of committing suicide

Love you all

Take care

Hugs

I'm here honey. Message me, talk to me. I'm here for you.
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Nero

Quote from: ReaverMarcus on April 15, 2014, 08:22:27 AM
So far, let me make a list

There is a broken pipe I need to fix near the pump and i wanted to check it this morning. I wasn't out there for five damn minutes before that bull was right back up here. I had to run back into the house because of him. Bless Ally's soul, but she has things she needs to do today, so she would help if she could. I'm waiting for my SO to get his ass up to turn his phone on and get his ass over here to lead the mofo back to the back.

Basically my current (quite unhappy) situation is I'm, once again, stuck inside because of a raging idiotic bull. This time without water since the pump is off..

Is this an actual bull? as in



omigod...I would really freak if I had to deal with something like that.
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Lauren5

No reply yet from the application for a summer job, worrying because I only have about two weeks more of school, have to know before then too. Also looking into leasing a friend's apartment for the summer, need to know if I've got a job before I do. Otherwise, it's up to the UP with me to work retail for yet another summer (but this time for another 2 months longer. Ugh) and brave coming out to the entire family, which could be very, very difficult.

The career test I took for career counselling came out pretty much inconclusive, as the top results were either uninteresting, didn't have any job prospect at all, or made me feel too confined to one location, when the only reason I want a job is to travel. I'd hate to be confined to an office, lab, or anything like that. I need to spend no more than a month in any one place in my ideal career. Dunno what I can do with that though.

The left analogue stick on my controller broke off, I've had it for some years now, but it was super inopportune for it to break now, when I don't have enough to replace it. Oh well, no more games for me for a while I guess, as many games I play are pretty unplayable with mouse and keyboard, or are just uncomfortable to do so.
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Ltl89

Looking in the mirror.  Seeing all of my body's flaws.  Seeing my ugly and manly face.  Everything that I hate.  Seeing how fat I am despite all my attempts to lose weight and restrict myself from a healthy diet.  How my upper arms still have a way to go.  How my shoulders make me look like a line backer.  Looking at how tall I am.  I hate this and I don't think I'll ever be okay with it. 

Sorry, but I had to write this somewhere and it's better off in a smaller thread where most won't see it. 
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ReaverMarcus

Quote from: Liam Erik on April 15, 2014, 12:06:18 PM
Yikes...  My former neighbor could never keep his bulls in because he never fed them or paid attention to the fences.  Surprise bulls wandering your property, not ideal :-X
We feed him but he isn't too bright and he followed the goats. I got him back in though.

Quote from: FA on April 15, 2014, 10:29:19 AM
Is this an actual bull? as in



omigod...I would really freak if I had to deal with something like that.
Well his horns aren't sharp and he's still a young bull, but he's strong and about 400lbs worth of muscle. He attacked me a couple nights ago, but he's forgotten about that. I'm still bruised (and where they are when I check them I feel the whole dysphoria surfacing for a while). Otherwise, to answer your question, yes it is an actual bull. He's got horns and his balls still. No bull balls soup here.

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meganB

Being totally bored and not being able to find a thing that rid me of the boredom.


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RobinGee

I'm very likely about to be fired.
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Shantel

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Jill F

I just got an email from a dear friend inviting me to see my former band play on Friday.  I had gone to see them once before and two of them refused to acknowledge my existence.  The singer was super cool about it, but the one guitar player and bass player were complete a*holes. It was a pretty crappy experience.  Plus the guy who replaced me wasn't very slick...

Umm, wow, thanks for reminding me what jerks they were and that I still don't have people to jam with.
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V M

QuoteI still don't have people to jam with.

Don't want to frighten you, but I'm up for a jam
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Jill F

Quote from: V M on April 16, 2014, 08:11:02 PM
Don't want to frighten you, but I'm up for a jam

Where are you?  I could be fully jamworthy again if I cut my nails back and got a couple of weeks to find my jam legs.  I used to be quite the improviser.  Don't be surprised if I end up pulling like an entire album out of my butt in one sitting.
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MadeleineG

Quote from: Jill F on April 16, 2014, 08:17:33 PM
Where are you?  I could be fully jamworthy again if I cut my nails back and got a couple of weeks to find my jam legs.  I used to be quite the improviser.  Don't be surprised if I end up pulling like an entire album out of my butt in one sitting.

There you go. It wasn't a dream--it was a premonition!
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V M

Quote from: Jill F on April 16, 2014, 08:17:33 PM
Where are you?  I could be fully jamworthy again if I cut my nails back and got a couple of weeks to find my jam legs.  I used to be quite the improviser.  Don't be surprised if I end up pulling like an entire album out of my butt in one sitting.

I'll have have to shake off a bit rust and trim the nails myself, but it doesn't really matter where either of us are because we have the internet and all that's required are web cams, maybe headphones and the will to enjoy some music and each other's company

Perhaps we should take this to PMs to discuss setting things up further
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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Jill F

Quote from: V M on April 16, 2014, 08:38:45 PM
I'll have have to shake off a bit rust and trim the nails myself, but it doesn't really matter where either of us are because we have the internet and all that's required are web cams, maybe headphones and the will to enjoy some music and each other's company

Perhaps we should take this to PMs to discuss setting things up further

I tried a jam like that once, but the varying latency factor of 200-700ms made it impossible to enjoy.  Unfortunately the only way I know to "jam" like that is by sharing Pro Tools tracks.  I should have Pro Tools up and running after I convert my office into an office with a studio.
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V M

No worries, sometimes these things take time
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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King Malachite

My w key is busted too.  I'm going to have to take this computer to a shop.  Ugh, I just spend over $200 on some speakers and a mouse.  When it rains, it pours.
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mac1

Quote from: Malachite on April 17, 2014, 05:41:51 AM
My w key is busted too.  I'm going to have to take this computer to a shop.  Ugh, I just spend over $200 on some speakers and a mouse.  When it rains, it pours.
Why not just get a new keyboard?
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big kim

Freezing cold and wet on my day off again.
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AnneB

I lost a friend from another forum to asthma complications this morning.  I played that cop find-it game on FB for a while with her.  May her soul be free now, like the Wind thru the birch, lifting the birds, letting them fly.

Goodbye Dakota Lynn, tho I had only known you a short time, I shall miss you.
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