What made you unhappy today? 5.0

[Lauren5]

Yes, but not a very happy one tonight.  'was an exceptionally difficult trip . The only good that came from it, I was able to really study, observe the females walking thru the concourses..  their walk, their poise, posture, hair flip
But it hurt too, knowing I am so far away from getting to where they are, it would be easier landing an airplane with an engine out, missing half a wing, and the other half on fire, than looking -anything- like them.

Don't I know it. Yeah, having to squak 7700 is a LOT (not a reference to the Polish airline lol ) easier than magically appearing female. Hang in there girl, you'll work on it eventually. Heck, I sometimes get sad when my roommate is in the room (she's quite attractive, too, which makes it all the harder because she always complains about how ugly she looks and feels, and I'm like girl, try being me) so I can't even imagine how tough it is for you.
And for the record, I've gotten into the habit of speaking with the Capitan/first officer and using their rank to address them, rather than sir/ma'am. Something I picked up growing up in the military, although sir/ma'am is still used as well.

[immortal gypsy]

The conversation I have to have with my boss tomorrow might end up with someone losing their job. Not something I'm looking forward to.

uneasy lies the head that wears a crown

[V M]

Forgot to pick up some paper towels at the store earlier and now I've just dropped a bowl of green beans on the floor    Darn effects of injuries and old age  Frinkin' frickin' frick a frack!!!

[Shantel]

Forgot to pick up some paper towels at the store earlier and now I've just dropped a bowl of green beans on the floor    Darn effects of injuries and old age  Frinkin' frickin' frick a frack!!!

Welcome to my world where I drop a slice of bread with peanut butter and jam face down on the carpet. Yes frick a frack!

[Miss_Bungle1991]

This made me more agitated than unhappy: Our mailman is an idiot and constantly puts the mail in the wrong boxes. Today, he put the mail for someone that has the same apartment number as mine, but lives in a different court, in my box. So, I had to search out the guy's apartment and put the mail in his box instead.

I remember one time I was passing him as I left the communal laundromat and he dropped some fliers of some type. I alerted him to what he did and he didn't even seem to care. I thought to myself: "What an idiot. What if that had been someone's bills and then they had their lights or phone shut off because this fool can't seem to do his job properly?"

Friggin' idiot.

[King Malachite]

My nephew left a bag with his DS outside of the hotel and it got stolen.  I just feel deeply horrible and feel like crap because of this.  I should have checked after him....

[Adam (birkin)]

My nephew left a bag with his DS outside of the hotel and it got stolen.  I just feel deeply horrible and feel like crap because of this.  I should have checked after him....

That sucks. It's not your fault though.

[Ltl89]

Easter always makes me a bit sad.  Not the holiday itself, but it reminds me of my dog Shadow who passed away a few years ago.  He was my best friend and everything to me. The reason I always think about him around this time is because my favorite photo of him was taken around this time.  He's dressed up with bunny ears, with his little easter basket and spring themed dolls surrounding him.  And he has the cutest smile on his face.  The fact that we actually got him to pose for it and keep the ears on makes it realy special to me (the same was not true for the santa hat and reindeer antlers, lol).  It reminds of me what a good boy he was.  I look at it quite often to remember the memories and it feels nice (yet sad), but something about tomorrow being Easter is making me tear up.  I miss him so much and would give the world just to give him one last hug and tell him how much I love him.  Just one more moment.  I know it's weird to say that Easter makes me sad, but it really does remind me of losing him.  Even though it's been 3 years now, I still think about him all the time. But I guess even if it it hurts, I'm glad that I had all the good memories and feelings that caused this slight pain. 

[King Malachite]

That sucks. It's not your fault though.

And that's the thing, I shouldn't feel as bad because his father told him that the game was *his* responsibility, but as a gamer, if that happened to me, I would cry.  I should have went back to gather those bags, but we were pretty far away and was about to go into the hotel elevator and I had my ow heavy luggages.  He decided to carry a random box of cereal when everyone was told to get their own bags.

On top of this, I had five nightmares in a single night, with 4 of them with me being "outed" and the other one a driving nightmare.

[K Style Addiction]

Saw that BET got away with forcing a trans girl to "dress like a man" b@stards!!!

[WaspWoman]

So we recently had a couple kayaks stolen from the store where I work so the boss man finally decided to install cameras. Well I can watch the feed from the computer at the front counter and viewing the camera looking down on me I could see just how thin the hair is on the top of my head really didn't need that reminder

[AnneB]

Tonight, I texted my sister (who hasn't spoken to me in a month, since I came out), saying, "I really miss my sister", she replied, "I really miss my brother".

[Lauren5]

Feeling and seeing more and more that pretty much anything I desire from life is unattainable due to something about me, whether it's physical (mostly) or mental (sometimes.) and it's really frustrating, because I can never ever properly correct these things. Everything just drifts out of reach for me.

Tonight, I texted my sister (who hasn't spoken to me in a month, since I came out), saying, "I really miss my sister", she replied, "I really miss my brother".

I had the same thing when I went home for Christmas about a month after coming out to my family. We rarely talked over the break and after I left, we haven't talked. it's been 4 months since I've heard from either my mother or my sister. I hope the same doesn't have to happen to you.

[immortal gypsy]

Tonight, I texted my sister (who hasn't spoken to me in a month, since I came out), saying, "I really miss my sister", she replied, "I really miss my brother".

I'm sorry,  this is why friends can be better than family. They accept us for who and what we are, as we accept them for all their faults and failings. Hopefully your sister comes around soon

[AnneB]

Thank you, both.. I think it would have hurt less if she just said "I miss you too" and left out "brother".

I do value the sisters, and brothers I have here as you accept me as I am, as I do you.  Hugs!  <3

[Lauren5]

I'm sorry,  this is why friends can be better than family. They accept us for who and what we are, as we accept them for all their faults and failings. Hopefully your sister comes around soon

And if they don't, it's a lot easier to never see them again. I've had to do my fair share of that, partially because of who I am, partially because I move so much and friends rarely, if ever, have the will to keep in touch over such distances.

[big kim]

I've bent over backwards for a pair of thick ignorant fat slobs,my breakfast was ******* ****, a guest who i cooked for at the same time said his was excellent.They left a newly decorated room filthy with takeaway junk food splattered up the walls and walked into the carpet and blew chunks on the bedding then told me that "my sort" shouldn't be allowed to work with the public as we don't like you or want to see you.Nice

[Shantel]

I've bent over backwards for a pair of thick ignorant fat slobs,my breakfast was ******* ****, a guest who i cooked for at the same time said his was excellent.They left a newly decorated room filthy with takeaway junk food splattered up the walls and walked into the carpet and blew chunks on the bedding then told me that "my sort" shouldn't be allowed to work with the public as we don't like you or want to see you.Nice

Big Kim, just consider the source and go on with your life, pigs like that usually find their way to the slaughterhouse and have no-one to blame but themselves.

[Natalia]

It is Easter...

but no holiday feels the same anymore without my mom around

[big kim]

Big Kim, just consider the source and go on with your life, pigs like that usually find their way to the slaughterhouse and have no-one to blame but themselves.

I'm OK thanks Shantel I'll be rid of them tomorrow