What made you unhappy today? 5.0

[Adam (birkin)]

Keaira only got 3 hours of sleep last night, woke up at 4:30 am, and did a full shift at the factory. Now she's driving 2.5-3 hours to get to Muncie, and will have to drive 2.5-3 hours to get back (on the way back she'll be alone in the car). I wish that they could have planned another day to go there, one where she was not working and could have a full sleep, because she's so exhausted it isn't safe for her to be driving. -_-

[ErinWDK]

I had an "appointment" for a service tech to come to my house and repair an appliance.  The time slot they gave me was 8AM to 5 PM - nice.  So I loitered all day, did a bit of laundry, ran the diswasher, did some reading.  As 5 PM came there was still no service tech or call.

I guess I could say I am unhappy.  However, that seems so tame a word...

Weekend???


Erin

[Jill F]

Just found out that one of my cousins was in a head-on car collision, is in critical condition and probably won't survive.  She's a lot younger than I am, so I've never met her and even if she survives, I probably never will because her father is the drunkle that disowned me.

That sucks.  I hope she comes out OK.

[Shantel]

Just found out that one of my cousins was in a head-on car collision, is in critical condition and probably won't survive.  She's a lot younger than I am, so I've never met her and even if she survives, I probably never will because her father is the drunkle that disowned me.

That sucks.  I hope she comes out OK.

Pretty sad Jill, hope she'll be ok too!

[King Malachite]

There's a crack in my water jug and it made my bed wet.  It's a small, but dangerous crack.  I'm going to try and tape it up later on today.

[V M]

Whole bunch of things that are really depressing the stuff out of me but I don't really know how to go about talking about any of it with anyone

Oh well, eventually some day I'll go to sleep and never wake up and this nightmare will all be over with   

[LordKAT]

Whole bunch of things that are really depressing the stuff out of me but I don't really know how to go about talking about any of it with anyone

Oh well, eventually some day I'll go to sleep and never wake up and this nightmare will all be over with

Wow, this could have been my post today. tis sad to have one of us having this bad time, sadder that is is two of us.

[FrancisAnn]

 A married woman friend that is helping me transition told me she was attracted to me. I told her that was nice & we are friends I hope but I'm a woman. I hope she was not offened. I told her to tell her husband all about me so there can be no trouble. We all went to high scholl together. What a little mess.

[V M]

Wow, this could have been my post today. tis sad to have one of us having this bad time, sadder that is is two of us.

Hugs

[Shantel]

A married woman friend that is helping me transition told me she was attracted to me. I told her that was nice & we are friends I hope but I'm a woman. I hope she was not offened. I told her to tell her husband all about me so there can be no trouble. We all went to high scholl together. What a little mess.

Still that is quite flattering isn't it?

[radsi]

I am in a bad mood today.. Having one of those days where I feel like people don't talk to me unless they want something

You go out of your way to do something for someone and they can't even be bothered replying.. Well maybe I will switch my phone off and play video games and eat chocolate instead and screw you next time you want something

[Ltl89]

Avoid this post everyone, it's all pathetic, but I just needed to cry this out loud somewhere.  I sound like both a total weirdo and an immature teen.

I feel really lonely right now in a romantic sense.  Like it's a saturday night and I should be out meeting people.  Instead, I'm at home numbing myself so I don't have to feel.  You know, I'd like to put on something cute and make myself look pretty, and go out and meet someone.  I know it sounds so stupid.  But you know I'm a 25 year old girl.  I want a boyfriend.  Someone to hold me in his arms.  Someone to love and protect me.  Someone I could make myself pretty for.  Someone that could take care of me and someone I could take care of in return.  Someone to love the genuine me and somehow even appreciate my messed up self.  But right now I'm just an ugly gay guy to the world and to potential partners.   And I'm getting older by the hour.  It's just a fantasy. It likely won't come true and that hurts. 

[AdamMLP]

Came out to my parents, went so much worse than expected.  I just want to run away back to work now.

[Nero]

Avoid this post everyone, it's all pathetic, but I just needed to cry this out loud somewhere.  I sound like both a total weirdo and an immature teen.

I feel really lonely right now in a romantic sense.  Like it's a saturday night and I should be out meeting people.  Instead, I'm at home numbing myself so I don't have to feel.  You know, I'd like to put on something cute and make myself look pretty, and go out and meet someone.  I know it sounds so stupid.  But you know I'm a 25 year old girl.  I want a boyfriend.  Someone to hold me in his arms.  Someone to love and protect me.  Someone I could make myself pretty for.  Someone that could take care of me and someone I could take care of in return.  Someone to love the genuine me and somehow even appreciate my messed up self.  But right now I'm just an ugly gay guy to the world and to potential partners.   And I'm getting older by the hour.  It's just a fantasy. It likely won't come true and that hurts.

Hmm reading this, I could just hear 'I'm wishing, I'm wishing' 

[King Malachite]

Avoid this post everyone, it's all pathetic, but I just needed to cry this out loud somewhere.  I sound like both a total weirdo and an immature teen.

I feel really lonely right now in a romantic sense.  Like it's a saturday night and I should be out meeting people.  Instead, I'm at home numbing myself so I don't have to feel.  You know, I'd like to put on something cute and make myself look pretty, and go out and meet someone.  I know it sounds so stupid.  But you know I'm a 25 year old girl.  I want a boyfriend.  Someone to hold me in his arms.  Someone to love and protect me.  Someone I could make myself pretty for.  Someone that could take care of me and someone I could take care of in return.  Someone to love the genuine me and somehow even appreciate my messed up self.  But right now I'm just an ugly gay guy to the world and to potential partners.   And I'm getting older by the hour.  It's just a fantasy. It likely won't come true and that hurts.

I feel your pain, sister.  I know that feeling all too well. -hugs-

[CalmRage]

Hmm reading this, I could just hear 'I'm wishing, I'm wishing' 

you forgot to climb in a tin drum for the reverb!

[King Malachite]

My mother spraying  bug spray.  My nose is coverd with a shirt and ear muffs becaus this spray is so toxic for breathing.  In other words, this stuff is going to kill me faster than it does the bugs.

[FrancisAnn]

Still that is quite flattering isn't it?

No, I do not want to cause any trouble between these 2 people. I told her to tell her hubby everything about me & why we talk so much. I like her as a friend to go shopping with & have girl talk but she knows I'm trying my best to correct my gender. She knows I can't wait for GRS & to be a complete woman as best I can. I went to high school with both. She knows I only like men anyway.

[FrancisAnn]

Time is going by so slow. Facial surgery for June 10th. Such a long time to wait. I'm so ready for this & to look better more feminine. So much to do to look better & feel better about myself.

[Jill F]

I can't believe I missed a concert announcement.  The tickets went on sale 2 weeks ago and there's nothing but crappy seats left.

Now I have to pay above face if I want to see Yngwie and Uli Jon Roth up close.  I just hate venues that don't have VIP tables.

I know I'm spoiled and have first world problems, but I feel like an idiot for not being on top of things like usually am.