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What made you unhappy today? 5.0

Started by V M, March 22, 2014, 04:54:41 AM

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MacG

I always wanted to be a leftie!

Ok but my sad thing today is divorce talk.

Shana-chan

Quote from: V M on June 07, 2014, 11:11:40 PM
Just exactly who are you replying to? I don't find child abuse to be anything to lol about
I was mainly not talking to you, however, in regards to the lol that WASN'T a Laugh Out Load lol. I was told a year or more ago that lol can be used as a means to say, I'm saying this nicely so what I write doesn't come off as a jerk. Now as to whether that really is the case or not with what I was told, I am still skeptical, but after seeing many people lol at the end of their posts in many different forums, well, either people are hyena's or it means, they were saying it nicely. lol <-- (Case in point, me calling people Hyena's could be considered rude so I put a lol at the end to show I didn't mean it/say it in a mean/rude way)

NOW! If I was lied too be so called friends then, PLEASE! You people here re-correct me and I'll further look into it. Also, I would NEVER laugh let alone out loud at a situation where a child is being forced to write with the opposite hand they write with, why would I? I had to go through the same damn thing you know! And by a teacher no less! By the time my Mom found out, it was too late! >:(
"Denial will get people no where."
"Don't look to the here & now but rather, to the unknown future & hope on that vs. the here & now."
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Umiko

i woke up depressed again. very typical -.-
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Shantel

Quote from: FilaFord on June 08, 2014, 12:47:02 AM
My (soon to be ex-)wife sent me a text message that said "I'm sorry the whole cross dressing thing is weird for me and you continue to flaunt it in my face"


* the "flaunting it" thing really upset me because I never have been in feminine form around her and only do it when she is out of town visiting family that SHE TOLD ME SHE IS TOO EMBARRASSED TO BRING ME AROUND ANYMORE - I wear panties instead of boxers and have a few duffel bags full of feminine clothes, accessories, and make-up out of respect for not wearing/using her stuff... there is no damn flaunting going on here

Also, I'm not cross-dressing, dammit.  I am just trying to be comfortable in my own skin and I am so sick and tired of other people giving my brain excuses to feel shameful about it.  I love who I am and that is never going to change, so in the words of Daenerys Targaryen, "They can live in my new world, or they can die in their old one!"


It actually made me  unhappy and glad at the same time.  It gave me justification to finally just leave her.  I'm getting my own place and moving out within the fortnight :D (love that word and always wanted to use it)

Hugs to you Fila, my sister-in-law visited for the first time in over two years and told me I look like a girl. It was intended to be an insult and a slap down. My wife said she likes my looks and who asked her opinion anyway? After she had left we concluded that some cis women feel threatened when a genetic male appears to exhibit some cross gender attributes and they lash out like that because of their own insecurities.
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Lauren5

Quote from: immortal gypsy on June 08, 2014, 01:27:58 AMReading the past few posts about elders forcing children to write right handed. Can not believe such people still exist in today's world. Glad my teachers where not one of them.(Catholic school and all), and my parents let me use the hand I was comfortable with.  Sorry Sephirah


(one day southpaws are going to rise up and take over the world)
Heh, if I were allowed to write with the hand that I felt comfortable with, I would't be able to write...
I'm only considered right handed because that's what feels comfortable nowadays due to training when young. Honestly I can't write legibly with either hand.

Finger injury from defending free kicks as goalkeeper for a bit yesterday afternoon and evening still hurting today. More range of motion that yesterday, still about the same amount of pain, still slow typing since my right index finger is out of commission. Also trouble gripping anything unless it's about the diameter of a beer bottle, that works just fine.
I doubt it's broken or anything, probably not even dislocated since I've more motion in it now. Probably something minor like tendonosis.
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Edge

Feelings. They're not gone. I had hoped they were.
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LordKAT

QuoteNOW! If I was lied too be so called friends then, PLEASE! You people here re-correct me and I'll further look into it.


I have never heard it as you did, LOL has always been laughing although sprinkled around too often in most places.


Quote from: Edge on June 08, 2014, 12:19:47 PM
Feelings. They're not gone. I had hoped they were.
I've felt that way many times. Most times my feelings are dumbed down, except when it comes to my kids. They may not like it, but I'll love them forever and I hurt when they do.
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Umiko

now i feel like crying. how i hate the weekeneds. plus is so freaking hot -.-
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Lauren5

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muffinpants

Found out one of our 'house' cats at the vet clinic I work at died today :( boss says she thinks he had a stroke :( Poor Big Boy!! I loved how he would follow me around until I fed him his canned food. And even then, if I was sweeping, he knew he had to get in my way. He was like a big grey dust bunny, I'll miss his silly antics. I knew it was coming, but I didn't think he'd die in his cage alone while the clinic is empty :/ so sad :(
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V M

Quote from: Shana-chan on June 08, 2014, 10:20:00 AM
I was mainly not talking to you, however...

Very well, no hard feelings, it's just a rather sensitive and triggering topic for me, my main abuser at the time was my 1st grade teacher

It seemed no-one would do anything about it until some random lady (someone else's mom who was there for some reason) asked me what I was crying about and I showed her my hand

She took me to the nurses office and then I could hear her raising hell with the office staff - In the end I was transferred to another classroom and the teacher received some kind of reprimand 
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

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- V M
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Lauren5

I want a cruddy cheeseburger, but can't even afford that.
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Shana-chan

3 things today have me unhappy and depressed :(

1. Father's day is next sunday..

2. Summer is the next Saturday after this coming Saturday (21st) and while I should be happy about that (Because swimming and stuff), because I can't go out in a bikini, well, you can see why :(

3. My "sister" ... I've probably lost her as a supporter of me being trans (The only one I had in my life..) as well as a sister/sibling..

All this and I just woke up. :( (Earlier than I should have actually but, oh well)

Quote from: V M on June 08, 2014, 04:02:33 PM
Very well, no hard feelings, it's just a rather sensitive and triggering topic for me, my main abuser at the time was my 1st grade teacher

It seemed no-one would do anything about it until some random lady (someone else's mom who was there for some reason) asked me what I was crying about and I showed her my hand

She took me to the nurses office and then I could hear her raising hell with the office staff - In the end I was transferred to another classroom and the teacher received some kind of reprimand 
I am sorry you went through that. While I can't say if I had to go through the abuse like that, what I do recall is my teacher (Somewhere around 1st grade like you I think) just forced me too. She was mean, strict and scary and would stand there, force me to write with my right hand. If I didn't, I think she would re-correct me by making me write with the right hand. I don't think there was physical abuse though and when my mom found out, she was upset and mad and I know she said something but, that's all that she told me that I remember. I don't know what happened after she went to the teacher/principal.

I'm glad that lady was there and helped you, as I know you are glad too. :)

Quote from: LordKAT on June 08, 2014, 01:11:42 PM

I have never heard it as you did, LOL has always been laughing although sprinkled around too often in most places.

Yeah, I did a search because I found it hard to believe, nothing turned up except, lol=laugh out loud, so I decided to wait and see how others were posting and as you said, lol is sprinkled around too often in most places. After I saw that, I figured, perhaps they were telling me the truth. (As it was a group of friends who told me that) So I then started using it and other than today, no one has said a word to me about it. Still this is troubling, what if I/they are wrong? I don't want people thinking I'm "laughing" especially out load to something like what happened here. 
"Denial will get people no where."
"Don't look to the here & now but rather, to the unknown future & hope on that vs. the here & now."
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Apples Mk.II

Apparently there is nation-wide oral estradiol shortage. I could only get half of my monthly dosage, and if thing's are not back to normal by the 26th... Hot flashes incoming.


You know, people will say that DIY is bad and everything, but having a stash of pills that could last for six months without refill actually was better than living on the edge with pharmacies that never have stock by the time your new prescription comes out. In fact, I think I should get in touch with my old provider and order some boxes for these kind of emergencie.
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Lauren5

People bragging about jobs.
Someone I know who was injured in basic (he never had the right stuff to be a soldier anways) was discharged, and less than a week later he was hired. His interview, he arrived to 10 minutes late in jeans, flip-flops, and a cruddy T shirt, but just mentions he was in the army and got a job with Verizon's customer support in the business division, no calls from cranky customers. Worse, he brags about it.
Someone else I know who quit her job fed up with her boss just yesterday has an interview for today.
It's really not fair at all that I've had one interview in over a month of applying (and didn't get it) to at least 20 positions, same responses every time, while others are getting hired right away. I just want good honest work to pay the bills and eat. My rent is late and stacking up and extra $5 every day I can't pay it. I'm pretty much out of food. I just want to work.
I always wonder if it's because I'm trans, since there's no law protecting my employment in Michigan, and I don't have the resources to move elsewhere. I've tried to keep it to national and international companies to avoid potential prejudice , but will big companies not hire me too because of it? Are they trying to avoid a lawsuit because some moron customer is going to be upset I work there? Even target, which has a non-discriminatory clause for gender identity and expression didn't even invite me for an interview, just told me that the position was filled. It's not like I'm inferior at jobs, I do them as well as anyone else. I just don't have any special talents I can use at such basic levels of work.
I really don't want to have to go to the UP, and that's only seasonal work too, I'd have to find something for the rest of the year, not to mention a second job in the first place to put aside for surgery. I have until Wednesday to find something down here. I've even applied places that are less than desirable, nothing yet.
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SRS: winter/spring 2014/15?
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Dee Marshall

Quote from: Julia (Apple-Whatever) on June 09, 2014, 11:15:42 AM
You know, people will say that DIY is bad and everything, but having a stash of pills that could last for six months without refill actually was better than living on the edge with pharmacies that never have stock by the time your new prescription comes out.

Once you have a script you're not DIY. Where you fill that script is YOUR business.
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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Lauren5

Quote from: Dee Walker on June 09, 2014, 11:24:09 AMOnce you have a script you're not DIY. Where you fill that script is YOUR business.
Indeed.
Having a month's backup would be nice though, had to go the better part of a week (therapist said I was acting like I had PMS, now I know what it feels like :P ) because of a mix-up between my doctor's office and the pharmacy.
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SRS: winter/spring 2014/15?
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Edge

A bunch of water just fell through my ceiling.
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LordKAT

Quote from: Edge on June 09, 2014, 01:20:49 PM
A bunch of water just fell through my ceiling.

That is bad news. Your parents place?
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Edge

Quote from: LordKAT on June 09, 2014, 01:23:18 PM
That is bad news. Your parents place?
Heck no. I have my own apartment. I'm never going back there ever again.
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