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What made you unhappy today? 5.0

Started by V M, March 22, 2014, 04:54:41 AM

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Edge

I'm pretty sure everyones hates and/or is sick of me.

I want to change something, but have no clue what I'm doing and it's very frustrating.
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Adam (birkin)

Blah, had a long and tiring day so I headed to the liquor store to grab something to drink while I chill out for an hour or so...let's just say I saw someone at the store that triggered my dysphoria so now I feel worse rather than better. I feel bad cause it isn't his fault, he seemed like a nice enough guy, but yeah I'm not going to get into it.
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Edge

Manipulative e-mail full of mind games and gaslighting from my c u next tuesday of a mother.
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Jenny07

Another bad day to make a horrible week.

Felt like looking for a bus. 333 sounded good.
No one would miss me.

So long and thanks for all the fish
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immortal gypsy

Quote from: Jenny07 on August 08, 2014, 06:19:50 AM
Another bad day to make a horrible week.

Felt like looking for a bus. 333 sounded good.
No one would miss me.
NO NO NO NO DON'T EVEN THINK THAT.

Some of us around here would miss you.
(The last to post wins thread gets awfully quiet when you are not around)
Do not fear those who have nothing left to lose, fear those who are prepared to lose it all

Si vis bellum, parra pacem
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Emily.T

I had a really bad day today if it wasn't for my daughters I wouldn't be here anymore
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YinYanga

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YinYanga

Quote from: Emily.T on August 08, 2014, 06:57:31 AM
I had a really bad day today if it wasn't for my daughters I wouldn't be here anymore

What happened?
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OreSama

My period started and I'm in so much pain right now.  I can't even do housework and ibuprofen didn't help much.
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Emily.T

Quote from: YinYanga on August 08, 2014, 06:59:07 AM
What happened?

I was in a nearby town doing some shopping and was told by some idiots that it would be better for the world if I just killed myself then later in the afternoon I was refused by my wife to talk with my younger daughter again I am just so sick of ppls crap I'm starting to wonder if it's all worth it.
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YinYanga


Yuk, nasty people...hate them too even though I havent had things hurled at me for well a very long time..I wonder if people think I pass or just dont feel like saying it directly to me. I think the latter

Are you not allowed to talk with your daughter about your gender identity or just in general. I can understand it a little if she worries about the first, even if its usually harmless

Hope you have a good weekend to make up for it
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Eevee

A friend who I thought I was completely comfortable with commented on how masculine my facial features were and how I probably wouldn't ever be able to pass with them. I am now avoiding all mirrors today. I feel like complete crap.

Eevee
#133

Because its genetic makeup is irregular, it quickly changes its form due to a variety of causes.



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Shantel

Quote from: Eevee on August 08, 2014, 12:03:37 PM
A friend who I thought I was completely comfortable with commented on how masculine my facial features were and how I probably wouldn't ever be able to pass with them. I am now avoiding all mirrors today. I feel like complete crap.

That was pretty rude Eevee, are you sure that person is a friend?
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Eevee

Quote from: Shantel on August 08, 2014, 12:05:27 PM
That was pretty rude Eevee, are you sure that person is a friend?
I thought he was. I'm having my doubts now.

Eevee
#133

Because its genetic makeup is irregular, it quickly changes its form due to a variety of causes.



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Shantel

Quote from: Eevee on August 08, 2014, 12:09:01 PM
I thought he was. I'm having my doubts now.

Rightly so! I thought you had put a photo of yourself up and as I recalled you looked pretty good to me, maybe I'm suffering from CRS but didn't I comment and say you look great?
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Eevee

Quote from: Shantel on August 08, 2014, 12:12:06 PM
Rightly so! I thought you had put a photo of yourself up and as I recalled you looked pretty good to me, maybe I'm suffering from CRS but didn't I comment and say you look great?
Thanks. I know I have a long way to go, and I still haven't started HRT. I'm trying to stay positive before then, but it isn't easy. I need to talk to more positive people.

Eevee
#133

Because its genetic makeup is irregular, it quickly changes its form due to a variety of causes.



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Shantel

Quote from: Eevee on August 08, 2014, 12:21:42 PM
Thanks. I know I have a long way to go, and I still haven't started HRT. I'm trying to stay positive before then, but it isn't easy. I need to talk to more positive people.

Put that fellow on your short list for DELETE!
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Lauren5

Well, looks like laser isn't getting done. The only close-ish place that does laser doesn't have techs in for it on Tuesdays, the only day my grandparents ever go down to that town. They don't seem to want to let me to go that far myself.

I also just called my doctor, and she left for a month's vacation last night; she won't be able to fill out the form for California or a new passport until early September :(
This is going to be an issue with the job application. I need a valid passport, and if I don't have my legal gender changed, even though they're hiring from California and New York, two states (the former definitely yes, the latter I think so) with protection from discrimination of gender identity in employment, they're a foreign company, so I don't know how they'll feel about that.
If I don't get that job, I don't know what I'll do. After October, there's nothing up here, my grandparents will only put up with me for so long, and with the kind of jobs I am eligible to work, there's always long lines for openings and I can't afford to live by myself. My dad said I could live with him, but finding a job opening in the Boston area will be crazy hard. Same with a friend in Oakland (who I'd live with if I got the job in SF.) Other than that, I don't know who would be willing to take me in without being able to contribute much.
Hey, you've reached Lauren's signature! If you have any questions, want to talk, or just need a shoulder to cry on, leave me a message, and I'll get back to you.
*beep*

Full time: 12/12/13
Started hormones: 26/3/14
FFS: No clue, winter/spring 2014/15 maybe?
SRS: winter/spring 2014/15?
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mac1

Quote from: Emily.T on August 08, 2014, 08:42:16 AM
I was in a nearby town doing some shopping and was told by some idiots that it would be better for the world if I just killed myself then later in the afternoon I was refused by my wife to talk with my younger daughter again I am just so sick of ppls crap I'm starting to wonder if it's all worth it.
Follow your advice to Jenny07 and

"NO NO NO NO DON'T EVEN THINK THAT."
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Shana-chan

#1579
Son of a freaking *******!  >:(

I have never in my life been SO disrespected over being called sir. I explained what to call me, but don't call me sir. Throughout the whole freaking call the supervisor disrespected me countless times while saying sir in nearly every sentence. At the end of the call I told him I didn't appreciate him calling me sir when I asked him not to 3-4 times already and he went on how "oh I'll take your "opinion" and "consider" it when talking to my customers. What a freaking *******!  >:( It's NOT an opinion, it's a FACT! Look up the freaking word of what respect and disrespect in the dictionary means you moron!  >:(

I was SO MAD (and still am) that I asked him if there was any type of way for me to express my complaints and besides him and a "possible" email survey, he said there wasn't. Grr!
"Denial will get people no where."
"Don't look to the here & now but rather, to the unknown future & hope on that vs. the here & now."
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