Well, me and my sister in law, I'd say, really don't like each other. I think its more like we sometimes put up with each other for my brother's sake and that's all. I was actually talking bout this on monday at therapy. I definitely try to avoid her as much as I can so now I am like a hermit in my house. I am in either my bedroom or computer room 90-95% of the time I am home. Me and my brother used to do a lot together but rarely do we nowadays because he's always with her and I don't wanna be around her. If he were to come up to me and try to talk about this, idk I might tell him, but really don't wanna talk to HER bout it. Idt he would come and try to talk with me though, we never did that as a family so neither of us is really comfortable doing it. The most we would say might be how was your day or something, my parents, my brother and I always were pretty private and never talked about personal issues. I'm still that way, I never let anybody close to me or know personal things bout me really, so ya, talking about this would be extremely weird for both of us (and not just because of the topic). Idt he would cut off ties with me but who knows, he could. We are moving out at the end of the month anyways so prolly wont see each other much after that. I don't really wanna say nothing atm since I'm still so confused about it, could tell him and lose him only to learn like a month later that I don't need or want to transition anymore, or tell him one thing then have to backtrack if things change.
