The appointment was a complete waste of time. He claimed he wouldn't be able to help me, despite the fact that monitoring our TRT is 100% identical to monitoring an XY male on TRT, which you know damn well every Endocrinologist has done and knows full well how to do. We didn't have a choice about which one I would be referred out to so, yeah. Instead I was recommended to try and find a college or somewhere else that "handles you people" (like they'll accept my insurance lol). So I have no answer and he wouldn't order labs either. He just straight wanted to wash his hands of me, is basically what happened.
I'm at a safe and stable level right now, but its not fine-tuned. I need to know where my Estradiol is for that (if its too high from the T converting it'll be slowing everything down). The optimum is to find the highest TT but with the minimal Estrodiol. The PA I have won't order that one to find out if its also in a good range or not (same for serum Insulin which I've really needed to know what's happening with that). That was the foremost of what I needed out of this appointment, as well as to ask this question and he wouldn't even answer that.
Honestly, if you can't uphold the HIPPOCRATIC OATH and keep your PERSONAL BELIEFS from jeopardizing patient care and safety, then you have NO BUSINESS practicing medicine at all. That's really bull->-bleeped-<-... and in California, no less.
So now I have no idea what to do, other than I guess looking for their Endocrinologists and calling them all up to find out which ones are and are not going to be jerks and waste my time and then have to argue with their coordinator to book me with a specific one (if they'll even do that). If they even have more than this one guy (doubtful). Let's just say I hope to never have a real medical problem under this 'healthcare' because they don't have the competency to handle real medicine, and apparently they can also pick and choose purely for personal reasons, who they will and will not actually do anything for... what the hell is that? Seriously, IN AMERICA?!