note: a quote from charlie chaplins the great dictator. And what i want to say to others about drugs/ addiction. **remember the soldier is you in this speech. the brutes and men are the drugs/addiction.
Soldiers! don't give yourselves to brutes - men who despise you - enslave you - who regiment your lives - tell you what to do - what to think and what to feel! Who drill you - diet you - treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men - machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men/women! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don't hate! Only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don't fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!
another 4/20 will be long gone soon enough. Three of them have passed since i stopped using amphetamines and smoking. Through all the pain, misery, shame, and guilt I feel better. The pain made me stronger. It made me a little rough around the edges in some ways. But it also made me softer, kind, and more gentle in others. I feel emotions again. I feel them strongly and not only do i feel them i live and use them to help me in my life. On drugs I was a machine. I am human now.
-Miyah
