Got my last package of my new wardrobe and had a great time trying everything on, mixing and matching etc. no bad choices. Also, I love leg shaving day! I used to not shave, ever, because I figured it was a dead give away, but now I don't care. Though I am still hairy armed, one step at a time. I need to decide just how obvious I want to be how soon. I want to talk to folks (therapist, support group)in real life before I go jumping into the void! But the wait is killing me! My first appointment is a couple weeks away and snow has shut down the support group 'till next month.
I used to hate being unclothed, I showered maybe once a week. Now I want to be clean and hanging out listening to riot grrrl in my underthings, doing maintenance... I love it! I still don't like much of my body but I feel like I have gained respect for the person inside. I'm just so happy moving forward! I want more and I want it now!