I picked up my first HRT prescriptions from the pharmacy today!!!

I spent a long time just holding them tight against my chest with my eyes closed once I got home....I cried a little from just the surreality of it.
It's been such a difficult journey from July 2011 when I first truly accepted myself as transsexual to starting HRT in September 2012 but being forced to stop after only one month due to unrelated severe medical issues, to many months of debilitating depression...but eventually coming back to life and coming to a point where I was content enough with myself and stable in my mood to start the process of gaining access to HRT.
And now I have them and it truly feels surreal to be able to look to my left and see the pills inside their bottles for my anti-androgens and estradiol.
I'm so so so happy to begin my physical transition to align my body with my mind and spirit. Please send some good vibes my way!