Just canceled my first appointment with my new therapist. I had let a receptionist just pick one because the one I wanted wasn't taking new patients, and the one she picked has no experience with lgbt and specializes in "christian issues". I just get nervous on phones and let myself be pushed around. I just so wanted to get things moving. But that would have been a wasted effort. Thanks to this site I was reminded of Fenway Health, a whole orginization dedicated to lgbt care here in Boston. I'm going over to them this evening for a consolation with their trans department! Hopefully that will set me off in the right direction.
I love this site! Y'all are helping me start standing up for myself and say what I want. Thank you...hugs.
7pm edit: i just got back from Fenway where I spoke to their trans health advocate. The first person in real life I have ever mentioned this to. She was wonderful. It was wonderful. I almost had a panic attack in the waiting room but I breathed through it. I am now in their system, a system full of trans experienced doctors, have a primary care doctor through them. And have been given information to help me get a good therapist who know what they are doing. I also learned that I don't need permission to go on hormones. They can get me on a regimen as soon as I'm ready. So happy, just so damned happy!