Girl Crush!

[Umiko]

Doesn't matter, once you start HRT there's no damming up that river

xD i blame the fact becuz my t levels are only half the normal volume xD *jumps into denial mode* nope, not happening xD

[Debussy]

i take my mind off my body by just avoiding to see whats dangling down there o.o even wear shorts in the shower and i wear multiple shorts under my pants.

Just make what she has at 5 min in, I wear mine all day and feels like it isn't even there. (but it is  )

[Umiko]

Just make what she has at 5 min in, I wear mine all day and feels like it isn't even there. (but it is  )

oh wow. so making one this week though i seriously hate wearing pantyhose or stockings. feels highly uncomfortable and they itch to much xD

[Debussy]

oh wow. so making one this week though i seriously hate wearing pantyhose or stockings. feels highly uncomfortable and they itch to much xD

Guess I've been so uncomfortable my whole life, I hardly even notice anymore! 

[Umiko]

Guess I've been so uncomfortable my whole life, I hardly even notice anymore! 

unfortunately for me though, i'd have to wait until i get the darn letter before i can tuck. as it stands right now, my darn t levels are getting in the way -.-

[Allyda]

Even before hrt mine shrunk considerably, and now so even more that I'm on hrt. So, since I basically need tweezers to find it, lol! I just wear two pairs of panties the first a little tighter than the second and no problem! Abra Cadabra it dissappears! Seriously girls this works for me, and after your on hrt a bit it might for at least some of you & makes things a lot easier when you gotta tinkle. But I guess it depends on how big you are down there to begin with, Ew! Lol!!

Ew!, Ew!, Ew!, Ew!, Ew! rrrrggghhhh I hate even talking about the discusting, abhorrent repulsive thing, yuck. I feel really dirty now, Ew!

Ally

[Umiko]

Even before hrt mine shrunk considerably, and now so even more that I'm on hrt. So, since I basically need tweezers to find it, lol! I just wear two pairs of panties the first a little tighter than the second and no problem! Abra Cadabra it dissappears! Seriously girls this works for me, and after your on hrt a bit it might for at least some of you & makes things a lot easier when you gotta tinkle. But I guess it depends on how big you are down there to begin with, Ew! Lol!!

Ew!, Ew!, Ew!, Ew!, Ew! rrrrggghhhh I hate even talking about the discusting, abhorrent repulsive thing, yuck. I feel really dirty now, Ew!

Ally

Oh come on allyda. You got me freaking out now and i'm on the bus heading to class xD oh great, now i cant stop wiggling around. Baad allyda xD

[Allyda]

Oh come on allyda. You got me freaking out now and i'm on the bus heading to class xD oh great, now i cant stop wiggling around. Baad allyda xD

Hey, Umiko it's the honest truth. I don't know how many of my posts you've read so I'll tell you here. In addition to knowing I was a girl from my first waking memory I was later diagnosed with Klinefelters Syndrome, meaning instead of a normal x & y chomasomes I'm xxy. And, my extra little extra "x" has been a godsend providing me with very feminine features, narrow shoulders, short torso, and long legs for my height. It was around 22-23 years ago I noticed a change in me especially in the nether regeons. I think my being trans and soooooo wanting to be female made me lose what little sex drive I had and it and it's two discusting cohorts began shrinking. Fast forward to now especially with my finally after sooooo many waisted years in misery I've began my full transition starting my hrt 4 months and 1 week ago, with at least VFS, & SRS/GRS being my goal after a reasonable time on hrt the hormones have already done me a solid. In fact, 1 pair of panties works if they're solid colored when I'm wearing shorts or pants. However when I wear one of my summer dresses, short skirts (which I love by the way, or my LBD (Little Black Dress) I wear two pair for added security. I'm kind of tiny at 5-5 & 118 lb's and my hrt has been enhancing my existing feminine features very nicely. Pass you say? 5 years ago I was no longer able to pass for a guy at all no matter what I wore so I gave every stitch of male clothing I had to Goodwill, and began living full time. However, because I live in a very rural area of Florida it just took me a while to find the necessary Doc's to get me started on my hrt. Now I'm finally on my way, I feel 30 years younger, I'm happier than I've ever been and I'm never looking back!

Sorry this was so long, I just wanted you to understand why my approach to hiding that repulsive thing works for me.

Best wishes,
Hugs,
Ally

[Umiko]

Hey, Umiko it's the honest truth. I don't know how many of my posts you've read so I'll tell you here. In addition to knowing I was a girl from my first waking memory I was later diagnosed with Klinefelters Syndrome, meaning instead of a normal x & y chomasomes I'm xxy. And, my extra little extra "x" has been a godsend providing me with very feminine features, narrow shoulders, short torso, and long legs for my height. It was around 22-23 years ago I noticed a change in me especially in the nether regeons. I think my being trans and soooooo wanting to be female made me lose what little sex drive I had and it and it's two discusting cohorts began shrinking. Fast forward to now especially with my finally after sooooo many waisted years in misery I've began my full transition starting my hrt 4 months and 1 week ago, with at least VFS, & SRS/GRS being my goal after a reasonable time on hrt the hormones have already done me a solid. In fact, 1 pair of panties works if they're solid colored when I'm wearing shorts or pants. However when I wear one of my summer dresses, short skirts (which I love by the way, or my LBD (Little Black Dress) I wear two pair for added security. I'm kind of tiny at 5-5 & 118 lb's and my hrt has been enhancing my existing feminine features very nicely. Pass you say? 5 years ago I was no longer able to pass for a guy at all no matter what I wore so I gave every stitch of male clothing I had to Goodwill, and began living full time. However, because I live in a very rural area of Florida it just took me a while to find the necessary Doc's to get me started on my hrt. Now I'm finally on my way, I feel 30 years younger, I'm happier than I've ever been and I'm never looking back!

Sorry this was so long, I just wanted you to understand why my approach to hiding that repulsive thing works for me.

Best wishes,
Hugs,
Ally

wow, they only thing i got going for me is my pretty high E lvl and my somewhat low t levels, other than that, some days i pass as female with anything on and other's are like wtf lol. but i do understand. i'm highly jealous though. i seriously believe i got a defective x which ended up losing one of it legs

[Allyda]

wow, they only thing i got going for me is my pretty high E lvl and my somewhat low t levels, other than that, some days i pass as female with anything on and other's are like wtf lol. but i do understand. i'm highly jealous though. i seriously believe i got a defective x which ended up losing one of it legs

Believe me it took me a very long time to realize how lucky I was. See, ya know that awkward stage during transition we all go through? Well, I've lived in that stage all my life hearing the snickers and questions behind my back in checkout lines, that is, up until 5 years ago. From then on I pass 100% of the time out in public. It's only over the phone that I have to correct people and soon I'll be having my VFS so that problem will be solves.

Best Wishes,
Ally

[Umiko]

Believe me it took me a very long time to realize how lucky I was. See, ya know that awkward stage during transition we all go through? Well, I've lived in that stage all my life hearing the snickers and questions behind my back in checkout lines, that is, up until 5 years ago. From then on I pass 100% of the time out in public. It's only over the phone that I have to correct people and soon I'll be having my VFS so that problem will be solves.

Best Wishes,
Ally

haha, i actually dont need vfs. i can change my octave at will which is awesome xD on the phone or in public, i can change the pitch in my voice.  just my face. i dont think i can pass without OD on makeup o.o

[Allyda]

haha, i actually dont need vfs. i can change my octave at will which is awesome xD on the phone or in public, i can change the pitch in my voice.  just my face. i dont think i can pass without OD on makeup o.o

I pass with or without makeup. Hell, if you've already gotten the voice mastered you've crossed a huge hurdle! I was in a serious aircraft accident in 1991 that required a lot of reconstructive surgery on my neck and throat (before you ask I was unconcious at the time, lol!). My voice isn't really deep, However it is kind of scratchy.

Ally

[Umiko]

I pass with or without makeup. But hell, If you've already gotten the voice mastered you've crossed a huge hurdle girl! I was in a serious aircraft accident in 1991 that screwed up my throat. My voice is not really deep so much but it's scratchy.

Ally

aww, i'm sry hun. you should try and practice before you do get vfs. i would only get it for my adam's apple shaving but i think it doesnt stick out that much so i should be good. my voice is scratchy to but i can raise my octave either way. its when i yell though it really comes out

[Allyda]

aww, i'm sry hun. you should try and practice before you do get vfs. i would only get it for my adam's apple shaving but i think it doesnt stick out that much so i should be good. my voice is scratchy to but i can raise my octave either way. its when i yell though it really comes out

Well, I have another issue, I'm 49. I think though that before they'll do the surgery they will try some level of therapy. I'm not sure on this though. I'm just very tired of a voice I can't change, and getting Sirred on the phone.

Ally

[@Diana]

I pass with or without makeup. Hell, if you've already gotten the voice mastered you've crossed a huge hurdle! I was in a serious aircraft accident in 1991 that required a lot of reconstructive surgery on my neck and throat (before you ask I was unconcious at the time, lol!). My voice isn't really deep, However it is kind of scratchy.

Ally

I can tell you are beautiful inside out , Ally ! .. I had very very bad car accident 4 years ago too, couldnt walk for few months, scars on my legs .. but now i look a lot better than that day with scars healing pretty good (also scar in my heart has been healing from this accident) ... i used to have very pretty legs without any scars (as a leg model in my 20s ) but now i come to accept the fact that there are few scars on my legs .. i accept myself more & love myself more .. I am almost 36 now btw... 

about voice, me too .. with 2 throat operations .. my hope with Dr.Kim is like 1% left, still waiting to talk to ENT surgeon next 2 weeks and asks him to take pic of my vocal folds so I can send to Jessie and see how it goes ..
good luck to both of us Ally ! hugs

[Shantel]

I can tell you are beautiful inside out , Ally ! .. I had very very bad car accident 4 years ago too, couldnt walk for few months, scars on my legs .. but now i look a lot better than that day with scars healing pretty good (also scar in my heart has been healing from this accident) ... i used to have very pretty legs without any scars (as a leg model in my 20s ) but now i come to accept the fact that there are few scars on my legs .. i accept myself more & love myself more .. I am almost 36 now btw... 

about voice, me too .. with 2 throat operations .. my hope with Dr.Kim is like 1% left, still waiting to talk to ENT surgeon next 2 weeks and asks him to take pic of my vocal folds so I can send to Jessie and see how it goes ..
good luck to both of us Ally ! hugs

Just a pretty young woman in the prime of life!

Wishing you both the best with voice issues.

[Allyda]

I can tell you are beautiful inside out , Ally ! .. I had very very bad car accident 4 years ago too, couldnt walk for few months, scars on my legs .. but now i look a lot better than that day with scars healing pretty good (also scar in my heart has been healing from this accident) ... i used to have very pretty legs without any scars (as a leg model in my 20s ) but now i come to accept the fact that there are few scars on my legs .. i accept myself more & love myself more .. I am almost 36 now btw... 

about voice, me too .. with 2 throat operations .. my hope with Dr.Kim is like 1% left, still waiting to talk to ENT surgeon next 2 weeks and asks him to take pic of my vocal folds so I can send to Jessie and see how it goes ..
good luck to both of us Ally ! hugs

Awe thanks Diana your sweet. I feel the same way about you. My legs are proportionally long for my height, but girl, you got legs that go on forever! Scars or no scars you have one of the nicest pair of legs I've seen in a while. I'm very sorry to hear you too suffered in a bad accident. I tell others that trauma is trauma no matter how you've suffered it be it car, plane, boat, a bad fall, attack, etc. You don't just suffer physically either, you suffer mentally as well. I'm always sad to hear a friend has went through this.
I should be getting a call tomorrow from my ENT so yes, the absolute best luck to both of us Diana!!

Best wishes,
Ally

[ath]

Me too! I saw a guy jogging shirtless and the feeling caught me totally by surprise, all the way down to my toes! Is it the hormones or is it that I'm allowing myself to feel female now?

Yeah, last weekend I was hanging out at a coworker's house (she and her sister know I'm trans), and her sister and husband were in the hot tub. They got out and sat down at the table, him still shirtless, and it totally caught me by surprise when I couldn't stop stealing glances at his chest -blush-. He was really well toned, shaved, and tattooed, too. It's really really weird feeling to me...

I know it's the hormones, though, not me allowing myself to be female and feminine, because I was letting the female side out before hormones, if you get what I mean, and -never- did I have these feelings when looking at any guys before I had been on hormones at least a month, if not more.

[@Diana]

Just a pretty young woman in the prime of life!

Wishing you both the best with voice issues.

Awe thanks Diana your sweet. I feel the same way about you. My legs are proportionally long for my height, but girl, you got legs that go on forever! Scars or no scars you have one of the nicest pair of legs I've seen in a while. I'm very sorry to hear you too suffered in a bad accident. I tell others that trauma is trauma no matter how you've suffered it be it car, plane, boat, a bad fall, attack, etc. You don't just suffer physically either, you suffer mentally as well. I'm always sad to hear a friend has went through this.
I should be getting a call tomorrow from my ENT so yes, the absolute best luck to both of us Diana!!

Best wishes,
Ally

thank you Ally !!

yes wishing us best of luck with seeing ENT .. i just wanna get it done, whether Jessie gonna say yes or no to me, I will be ok either way .. my bf & friends told me that my voice is not very manly .. its neutral .. so yeah I am ok with it (i guess haha)

[Allyda]

Just a pretty young woman in the prime of life!

Wishing you both the best with voice issues.

I'm sure I speak fot Diana Auntie when I say thank you for the lovely compliments and best wishes. Having your blessing is always welcome.

Love you Auntie!
Ally