Wow. Coming out for myself has been a lot easier than I anticipated. For a very long time I would only lurk out at night, then gradually, taking day trips in the car. But I was never able to overcome my fear and participate in daylight society.
That changed this past saturday. I took the red pill, mustered up the reserves of courage and stormed out shopping in fem. Then I did some more shopping, and the next day (today), I did even more shopping!
I"m frugal, so Beall's, TJ Max, Marshalls, Walmart, Target and the mall were the points of occupation.
I mean, what other reason is there for a girl to leave the house? So after this, I'm confident that I'll be living non-work days as a female. It's so easy. What the bugger was I so afraid of?
There was even a man at JCPenny who took a couple of circle runs around me before he finally approached me and paid me a compliment of being a beautiful girl. I wish I had take more time to chat with him, because I remember those days of mustering up courage on the other side of the gender aisle.
Anyways, just my thoughts to those who are in the same boat. It's not as hard to go out. The fear was mostly within me. Also, no one has given me the eye of trying to figure out my gender.
The day was 7-21-07. Nice magic number combination of 7's and 3's.
Finally, I find that I enjoy shopping now. I can actually go through bras and panties and not look like a pervert. Jeez, bras are expensive.
