Gender identity and sexual identity is extremely fluid in earth biology, there is a wide spectrum of possibilities and all beings sit somewhere on this scale. The natural way of growing up is to have freedom to behave and dress however you want to. In humans our ability to change our sexual biology naturally is near to non existent, where as in other animals they are free to switch sexes whenever they want to fully. Humans still however have a whole collection of conditions that require biological intervention, and where we are forced to use medical science to manage the needed result.
If i had the biology needed to change my body's sex in to one that matched my brains sex i would definitely use it, unfortunately i dont have that ability in a manner that matches other species.
In order to understand it, you first need to let go of everything you know about binary gender, as it is simply a collection of misinformation. Labels and assignments of sex and gender are pointless and are a waste of time. Sex and gender is something at is supposed to be communicated through visual and emotional methods, not using words. Labels in general are a waste of time, as everyone is unique, the only true way to know someone is to get to know them in real time.
To put it simply, i am who i am, this is me, how i was born.
Questions regarding what gender i am or sex i am are a waste of time and to be ignored, or atleast countered with a response taken from the aboves ideas.
For these very reasons amongst others, this is exactly why for sexual orientation for me, its not about what anatomy they have, its about how i get along with someone, what their connection is with me, how well we know each other. A natural cultivation of a truly meaningful relationship forged on foundation of equal emotional, visual and verbal communication.
It would be morally wrong to try and cure transsexualism through the brain, as that would end up changing the person, effectively killing who they would have become, the only humane method of treatment, is any and all developed advanced techniques available to bring the conflicting body into harmony with who the person really is.
I refuse to find who i am by digging through man made definitions, at the end of the day, it doesnt matter what peoples definitions say. I know who i am supposed to be, I know that this is the way it is supposed to be, and i intend to show the world who i am through letting this last few years of work to bubble to the surface and manifest my own unique visual identity.
Nature loves diversity, and we as a culture need to learn to love and be proud of diversity, it is vitally important to the sustainable survival of our species. Everything changes everywhere, so to hate change is to hate life, and that is illogical.
Be proud of who you are, and do all you need to resist oppression and discrimination. Everyone deserves the right to free self expression.