Tired

[mowdan6]

So I have done the transition stuff.  Hoping for full surgery.  That's a pipe dream.  Anyway, I am tired of losing.  Now I am losing the only support I have ever had.  My life coach.  She is taking another job.  And with all the loses I have been dealing with, I have been seeking help and finding there is none available.  With the new health care crap law, unless you kill yourself or some one else, you get no help.  So, I either find the strength to keep going or jump off a bridge.  Either way, who cares. 

[Jessica Merriman]

So I have done the transition stuff.  Hoping for full surgery.  That's a pipe dream.

How come? Why is it just a dream? My Ex just stole $18,500 from my account meant for SRS, but I am not giving up on MY dream. What would give you the kick to fight for what you want? Your future is totally up to you. You can fight, earn it and enjoy it or just give up. I will never give up fighting and that is the mindset you need to develop. I will help you get there if you want to. 

[pianoforte]

In response to "who cares" -- I feel like the answer is probably a lot of people, including a lot of people on this forum.

There are always ways to get help when you need it. Even if you need help getting to the help.

[Jess42]

Who cares? I do. I really hope you find the strength to keep going.