I want to stop T but want to keep my voice completely

[Felix]

Sorry for the late reply. Let me update and say that I've been off T for a little two weeks now and my voice IS STILL cracking and sometimes even lose the words. I am kind of surprised and disappointed. I think my voice is still the same? I am not entirely sure if it's EXACTLY the same because I've been recording myself everyday when I took T and when I got off it but it's seems to be hard to compare because with me, the 'lowness seems to depend on how loud or quiet I talk.  Also, it's an awkward position for me to be in because I stopped in the middle of cracking

When my voice was changing, how it sounded was very dependent on volume and tone. That seems normal. It's unfortunate that it hasn't stabilized how you want though.

By the way, the guys whose voices have dropped: are you able to talk in a high pitched/baby like voice?  What happens when you try?

I have both a kid and a cat, and I like to sing, so I frequently attempt to make sounds that aren't in my normal speaking range. It often sounds off-key or even comical. It isn't a bad thing, but I do have a lifetime of songs to revise.