To give the background info before I delve into the details. The first time I only half came oiut to my mom she accepted it...kinda. But when I told her I wanted to stop the testosterone she's beed paranoid ever since. Perhaps about how dad will react at first. She started thinking I've been loosing weight to make my breasts look bigger. (Makes no sense as the fat there would go away some making my gynecomastia smaller, and she has the medical knowledge to know this.) Several weeks ago I mentioned I had a girlfriend to her. (Me and my BF both told our families that before he told his family about my issues.) and somehow she turned this into a BF without knowing anything. (Apparently having gender issues just makes me super gay. O.o) Well now she told my sister Jessica. So that threw me into a panic. Jesikka seems... she loves me either way, but it's very weird to her. My other sister, after a heart to heart, has figured it out herself. though she thinks that no it's not from a fetal hormone issues. She thinks that because I wasn't treated early enough for my hormone issues, I've just lived with it for so long that I think this is who I am. And as such she doesn't know how I should approach it.
So overall I am out to all but my dad and my grandpa. Neither of my siblings I had planned to tell at this point. I could really use some advice. I feel hurt and sad and betrayed and confused. I need some help and advice on how to deal with the comming out to another 2 people I didn't want to know just yet.
