I don't know exactly why I'm trans. Genetics, epigenetics, DES, XXY, PAIS, THC, something in the water or demonic possession? I suppose for the sake of humankind that it would be nice to have a definitive answer as to why people experince GD, but at the end of the day it has become irrelevant to my day to day existence. I'm trans and that's the way the cookie crumbled. I could never corner my mother and grill her for answers, and she even has a doctorate in this sort of thing. As far as I'm concerned, the "why" factor is moot, and I can't dwell on it any longer. I'm here, I'm me and I just need to move on and make the best out of however much time I have left. Who wants cookies?