I'm sorry guys, please forgive me

[Umiko]

i should be completely honest and i apologize for not being totally open and honest about what i feel. its just if i let to many people in, i'll end up hurt and even more lost in my own misery. plus, the truth is going to be to long for me to post and i am very nervous to share it with the world(non members to the site) thus i create a semi truth story. i want to be able to tell the truth but even i'm scared of it. please forgive me and my somewhat dishonesty. if you want to know the truth, i need somewhere i can post it where only you, my family can see it and really learn the true me.

[Bombadil]

hey sweetie, you know my PM box is open for you

[immortal gypsy]

Send me a PM anytime you're ready

[Umiko]

thnx guys, i just warn you the truth is very gruesome.

[LivingTheDream]

I want the truth so pm me! Don't worry about it being too long, I can handle it, plus, I am guilty of writing way too long of essays myself...

[Umiko]

i'll just send out short, straight to the point ones.

[Umiko]

wish i had more time, but if i stall any longer........i guess its about time to face my demons.

[immortal gypsy]

I've read your message Brianna, you know we always will love you. Please take care look after yourself darling.
Will send you a more detailed message after I've had some sleep. Hope you feel better soon

[LordKAT]

If you donate or subscribe, you have access to the 'just for us' section which is only available to members.

[Umiko]

thnx KAT. i'll do that.

[echo_artist]

I'm always here for you, my lil Tulip.
You're not alone. From all the things I see, it's hard for any of us to
be honest with anyone, let alone ourselves when we go through this
world of uncertain.
First things first, don't run from your fears. Look at them head on and
be the one in charge. You need be honest with yourself as well as
love yourself. LOVE THE ->-bleeped-<- OUT OF YOURSELF!
I'm here for u chica. <3

[Umiko]

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?topic=166976.new#new this is my truth. i'm sry it took so long to post it. i hope you guys forgive me for not being honest
all comments plz use this post and not that one. i really appreciate it