Ok so here's some what of my story. I've been seeing a therapist for a month or so now, and I really am open with her and she's easy to talk to, she understands me( it's also part of their job I know) but I really enjoy talking to her. My only problem is I'm already diagnosed with gender identity disorder but the endocrinologist I had in line won't see new patients unless it's through a certain counselor or therapist. I'm stuck in a rut and I'm very down about it. Like everyone else here it's just that silver away from actually getting hormones I'm so close I can almost reach out and grab it. It was such a slap in the face when my referrals from not only my therapist but also my doctor to go to this endo for hormone treatments fell through. So I guess what I'm asking is, do I hang in there find another endocrinologist? or do I go through my original endo I had lined up? And start therapy all over again? I don't want to leave the therapist I have now

and I feel like it would be such a waste of time!