First off I haven't even seen a therapist yet but appointment set.
I guess I have gotten all worked about this and just broke down and had to say something.
Now the important part was the reaction of me basically saying ok you have caught me in girls clothing and how I am not the same as other boys. Well her response was more of well I knew you were different then even my friends in school. To which I am still friends with after all this time 42 by the way had few friends but real friends. Any way basically saying well I knew all ready and I also mentioned I did a lot of thought on this and figured I have put this inside for a very long time which isn't a surprise I was very very quiet as a hell even as a baby, just born introverted. Now to get to appointment and update mother as to how this proceeds but wow family are funny couldn't you have said something a bit more like hell 20 years ago.
All well one thing I have learned no point regretting the past its done and what is done is done you can only change the future and learn from the past:)
Thank you all for I have learned at least thus far how to handle things and I guess my new journey doth begin:) I am just so excited and scared at the same time have a lot of overhauling to do but the mindset change is more important then anything!:)
HUGS! to all!:)
Silly me just wondering is this a good response or indifferent as far as you can tell I know it isn't bad but...? She was not shocked at all by the way.
