Although honestly I know little about druid paganism, but just to bring up a conversation, have you contacted the horned god through meditation or other forms of communication? Just remember this quote "The road to success is never straight." Maybe the path you have chosen is meant to take another turn, or maybe, it is a test to prove your faith. The key is: if your heart, mind and soul all tell you to do something, it makes sense to do so. Remember to keep your body in line with all things and you will go far.
