Kade, welcome to Susan's, and congratulations on getting clean and staying that way. That's such a tough thing to do, and I really admire folks who can do it. And it's great that you're thinking ahead about whether injecting T will be a problem for you.
Do you have insurance, or will you be paying for the T yourself? If you have insurance, the obvious way around this would be to use another form of T -- a gel or cream, or the long-term implant, which is now available in the US. Insurance companies sometimes won't cover these unless they're deemed medically necessary, but in your case I'd think this would be an easy sell, if your doctor writes to the company and explains the problem.
If you're paying yourself, those might not be an option for you, because they're expensive compared to injectable T. In that case, you might want to work with your therapist, if you have one, on ways of dealing with the injections. I totally get wanting to do your own shots, without being dependent on someone else.
