Just a quick note as I'm typing this on a smartphone (please excuse the typos)..
Well I just took a really big step last night (well it felt like it too me lol) and came out to the first person I know really well. I've been on hrt for about two months now, but I'm a very private person and I'm also currently working rather away from pretty much everyone I know, so that's made talking to people about things a little hard.. However my appearance is changing and I'm having FFS in October, so that will kinda force the issue lol, also just the desire to share with others who know me is getting rather heavy..
So when one of my closest friends came down to the town I'm currently working in for second semester at uni I took my chance after a really fun day and a nice meal out... Aaaaaaand,
Honestly, I can not believe how well it went..

She was more than just understanding and supportive, she was super excited and so happy for me, I'm just so blown away! She really is the most amazing wee person, I'm so lucky!! It definitely helps that she's a biochemist and doing post grad pharmacology, we have a lot to talk about on the medical side which is cool, but just the general awesomeness too, omg.
Anyway I'm still struggling to believe how lucky I am to have her in my life. I am just floating

I must also thank you all for helping me gain the confidence to do this, all of your stories and experiences are so inspiring and have meant so much, thankyou!