I feel yout pain :/ honestly as much as I wear certain clothes or snip my hair Im not quite near yet to being a male and am frequently misgendered, and I simply have to brush it off for simplicities sake and just not care. I have some priorities and needs to accompany before I can dream to further get hormones and such, but I would really want to.
My friends readily view me as male though as well as myself so I get by well