Hi, so my name is Caleb Nathaniel. I'm pre-T and pre-everything, haven't even outered to no one I personally know. Well, except for one guy in a contest. xD I don't even have a binder. I want your opinion as I am pretty confused...
I look at the mirror and I don't think I pass. One stupid source of dysphoria is the face detection in my phone camera. It detects gender and age... Sometimes it says I'm a guy, going from 12 to 24 years (it's pretty crazy xD), and those times I get pretty happy and it is ok. But sometimes it says I'm a woman and I get so dysphoric. Pretty stupid, I know, but pfffs. It got to tell me I was a man when I had my hair a little longer (about my jaw), and now that my hair is shorter... Pfffs.
But, by the other hand, I'm usually called 'sir' in the streets. Recently I went to a photograph contest and everyone thought I was a boy. A "cute and adorable baby-boy" but a boy. xDD I'm 17, everyone told me I look like 12. xD But anyway. I don't even have a binder and my voice isn't as thick as I would like. Guess I look androgynous, but my way of walking, sitting and so tips the scales to more boyish.
I want your opinion, and suggestions about my hair. I actually like it, but I'm not sure if it helps me or not. And anyway, it'll grow soon and I change my cut often. Just to point: I have a rather big forehead and I kind of hate it. So I'm not sure if I'm ready to cut my hair enough to leave it uncovered. And about my glasses... Yeah, I'll change them when I can. I know I have to use them (and they help me a lot to see), but I hate the feeling of them in my nose. xD


Got happy in there. (? Although I don't like how I look. xD

Happy with this one. (?

I'm so yooouuuung. (?



Last two, today. (? Felt like taking some, I usually don't like photos. xD Well, being infront of the camera.


These other two, in the contest. I'm not so photogenic. xD
Usually, wouldn't be posting so much photos, but I want opinions from people that doesn't know me, and can't hear my voice or see how I walk and sit and so.
Also... Could you tell me if the name fits me? I know it's a weird question (?), but I had a hard time finding the right name for me... As I actually have two names (and I actually like them, kind of I'll miss them, but if I ever get to adopt or something, and I have a daughter, maybe name her with one of them... Tiare Chantal, the first is pretty weird, uh, but I like it and almost everyone call me by it, just it's... Too feminine)... Well, as I was saying, as I have two names, I felt like I need two names. So... Caleb Nathaniel. Does it sounds ok? I also liked William... Nathaniel can be Nath, Nate and Nathan (for me at least). William can be Liam and Will, and I pretty like all of them. xD And Caleb is a special one for me, as one of my favorite characters (I love writting) is named like that. I'm petite just like him (?)... Good thing I don't like women. Sure it'd be hard to find one smaller than me, I'm not even 5'' tall. xD I mean, I wouldn't need a girl smaller than me, just like... Joking. xD
Finally. I apologize for my english, not a native speaker. And sorry for the big big post. (?
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