I finally got my binder...feels so great to be closer to my gender ambiguous self. I got the compression sports bra from Underworks, and it works really, really well, and I don't feel like I cant breathe, and it doesn't hurt! Soon, I hope to start T so I can lower my voice and get some hair, but I'll stop once I start growing facial hair, because I don't want it as a boy or a girl, but some leg hair would be nice....I just absolutely need to change this high pitched little girl's voice. I know taking the Depo shot from 13 to 20 really messed me up hormonally, and I cant wait to fix it. Before the Depo, I was a stoic, logical child who never cried or became overly emotional. I was already trying to present as male at that young age, and then that Depo made me into a wreck of hormones....I am very excited to balance things out with T, and hope my therapist can get around to it already!!
I wanted to share this song with you folks, it kind of really resonates with me (But then again, David Bowie always resonates with me).
