Hi gals, Hey, I will start this discussion here and keep it appropriate for this section of the website, but let me say right at the start that if any administrator or any other person thinks this should be moved to the sexuality forum, go right ahead...but what I intend to talk about here won't have any explicit details.
Ok, that said...
WOW girls, I am just over 2 months on full dose HRT estradiol valerate and micronized progesterone, and I am really changing. How great! No surprise there to any of you gals, as you already know as I do how tremendously powerful they are.
Now, what a great blessing I wasn't expecting is...
I am no longer controlled in any way by a desperate need for sex.
No woman can make me feel any necessity to spend money on her as part of any intimate relationship for sex. I am no longer driven by too much tesosterone. I am immune to this problem now.
Wow! I feel really great about this.
I am bi.
So, my current cis genetic girlfriend, who has taken my transition super well so far, and said she might move in with me this month...and loves to paint my nails when we are together, although she lives right now in another city 60 miles/ 100 kilometers away.
I LOVE my very small, but real, boobs. Wow does this make me happy!
If for some reason my current cis genetic girlfriend decides that she doesn't like my transitioning and I end up seeking a different girlfriend or boyfriend, then it will be based on a true capacity to LOVE FROM EMOTIONS AND THE HEART and cry and FEEL my significant other...
Why? Because these female hormones are SO very wonderful in so many great ways. And any strong feelings I now have for my current beautiful 27 year old cis genetic girlfriend are purely driven by true love, emotions, tears of happiness. It is love not lust or sex -- since I no longer have any need for testosterone-overdose desperation for sex.
PURE EMOTIONAL LOVE for my significant other.
Girls, NEVER in a million years was I expecting THIS emotional reaction to HRT. Wowowowowowow! is it great.
And if for any reason in the future I end up seeking a boyfriend, well, that is great, too. And from my end, any love I might develop for him, would be based on true emotional love and devotion...
The ONLY thing sexual would be to please HIM sexually, as part of my love for him, so that HE feels happy. And if my significant other happens to be male, and has the male-induced desperation for sex, well -- it will then make me SO happy to do whatever is necessary to keep him SO happy sexually, as part of my true romantic love for him.
Have any of you other girls had any similar feelings, either shortly after starting HRT like me, or maybe later on in HRT?
Hugs to all,
Johanna.
