What are you thinking? 9.0

[Blue Senpai]

Lol I wish!




I kind of hope transgender people get more positive exposure in the news.

With people aiming to be stealth, it'll be slow progress for that.

[King Malachite]

With people aiming to be stealth, it'll be slow progress for that.

Yeah, that's kind of the thing.  :/  I can understand why people would be stealth, but I do hope there will be more out trans people.

[Bombadil]

someone gave the pup rowdy pills

[LordKAT]

someone gave the pup rowdy pills

pupnip?

[Blue Senpai]

I'm thinking I should have went for short hair considering my next haircut won't be until November and by then it'll reach past my shoulders. I wish my mom didn't insist on taking out my little mustache that grows in every 2 weeks calling it ugly...why am I letting her do it?

[Edge]

I'm wondering what the difference between C-PTSD and BPD with PTSD symptoms is in a person with a history that matches the causes of C-PTSD. Aside from the fact that C-PTSD is not recognized in the DSM and BPD has a lot of negative stigma.

[iiMTF]

I'm thinking about my cousin. She seems to love my being a boy... So, when the time comes, I have no idea how I'd come out to her that I'm actually a girl. Especially since I'm more of a girly type, while shes a tomboy.

iiMTF

[Edge]

I'm thinking about my cousin. She seems to love my being a boy... So, when the time comes, I have no idea how I'd come out to her that I'm actually a girl. Especially since I'm more of a girly type, while shes a tomboy.

iiMTF

She might love you being a girl too. Here's hoping, anyway.

[iiMTF]

She might love you being a girl too. Here's hoping, anyway.

Yeah... Hopefully.

One thing I don't understand about people is how they can be so unsupportive even know, after transitioning, we're still the same person, just a different gender. (This probably doesn't apply to her at all, I was just putting that to put that)

iiMTF

[Blue Senpai]

So I told everyone on Facebook my new name...and I got this unexpected message from this girl that I've known since middle school and went to college with saying she had a dream last night that I would pick the name Lucas. We then started talking, she at some point starts saying there was a cosplayer she admired who also transitioned to male and went by the name Lucas which is why she liked that name, telling me his voice got deeper and started looking attractive. She tend asked if I still hang around college because she has large breaks and wants to hang with me.

I'm sitting here dumbfounded at this conversation and where this is going...

[iiMTF]

So I told everyone on Facebook my new name...and I got this unexpected message from this girl that I've known since middle school and went to college with saying she had a dream last night that I would pick the name Lucas. We then started talking, she at some point starts saying there was a cosplayer she admired who also transitioned to male and went by the name Lucas which is why she liked that name, telling me his voice got deeper and started looking attractive. She tend asked if I still hang around college because she has large breaks and wants to hang with me.

I'm sitting here dumbfounded at this conversation and where this is going...

Sounds interesting... Think she has some sort of crush on you? :p

[King Malachite]

If I continue to save and not have to spend my my money on anything other than transportation to my job and back, then 2083.18 would be the amount I have left to raise until I can book my top surgery and hotel and pay it all off at once.  I'm looking to have that saved up by December with surgery in July.  It seems reasonable to me.  If I have $6.20 a day, for 336 days then I would have all of the money OR if I saved $12.40 a day for 168 days, I will have the money by then.  Aside from that,  I have to buy a luggage, and when I'm actually booked down for surgery and it gets closer to the summer, I'm going to make a thread about which rolling luggage to get off of Ebay. 

I hope I find some more change on the ground tomorrow.

[iiMTF]

I'm such a lurker on here, every now and then I come here and read everything through and I enjoy it but I just don't seem to have anything usefull to say :p

I'm the opposite. I don't have anything good to say yet I post anyways lol

iiMTF

[Shantel]

My porch has been largely ripped off for reasons.  Apparently there was a rather large snake residing under there, who has been displaced to directly in my way whenever I go out.  He's a bold fella.  I'm shepherding my elderly deaf dog along in a wide berth of his known locations.  She's also a bit blind.  And let's be honest, wasn't a bright bulb in the first place.

Speaking of shepherding, I moved the ewes today, and they're all in good condition, better than I'd thought.  They've been across the road and I haven't seen them as much as usual in a week or two.  It was pleasant to realize how much I missed them; helps to assuage the sizable guilt I'm accumulating over my granddad's chipping in on fencing in more land for them even though they're not economically sustainable.  Let's be honest again, they're mostly just good for my mental health (and they've been my saviors in that arena, too).

Our animal's dependence on us to care and provide for them gives us all an outlet for our inherent nurturing instincts and our own desire to be needed by others. It's a pretty healthy relationship between humans and their critters and they never stab you in the back or give you an undue ration of BS.

[Blue Senpai]

Sounds interesting... Think she has some sort of crush on you? :p

Crush on me...? No way, that's not possible. She's dating someone to my understanding.

[iiMTF]

Crush on me...? No way, that's not possible. She's dating someone to my understanding.

I think a lot of us can agree life is pretty weird. Most of us here were born the wrong gender, for Pete's sake! Lol

iiMTF

[K Style Addiction]

I just finished watching on of the Kids React videos on youtube and it confirms everything i have thought, i hate to sound old but my god these kids have no taste in music, one said Justin Biebier and the majority said today's music was better than the Beatles O_O.

[Adam (birkin)]

If I continue to save and not have to spend my my money on anything other than transportation to my job and back, then 2083.18 would be the amount I have left to raise until I can book my top surgery and hotel and pay it all off at once.  I'm looking to have that saved up by December with surgery in July.  It seems reasonable to me.  If I have $6.20 a day, for 336 days then I would have all of the money OR if I saved $12.40 a day for 168 days, I will have the money by then.  Aside from that,  I have to buy a luggage, and when I'm actually booked down for surgery and it gets closer to the summer, I'm going to make a thread about which rolling luggage to get off of Ebay. 

I hope I find some more change on the ground tomorrow.

Rock on dude, it sounds like you're super close. I know how much this has meant to you and I'm glad you are getting there.

[King Malachite]

Rock on dude, it sounds like you're super close. I know how much this has meant to you and I'm glad you are getting there.

Thanks man!  I'm trying to be super close at least.  It's just great to see the actual goal number decrease when I get paid or come into some extra money.  I'm already looking forward my next payday because of that.

[Bombadil]

pupnip?

sure

and now i could use some doggy downers. this storm is insane.

I'm wondering what the difference between C-PTSD and BPD with PTSD symptoms is in a person with a history that matches the causes of C-PTSD. Aside from the fact that C-PTSD is not recognized in the DSM and BPD has a lot of negative stigma.

probably not much