I literally don't know if I could handle finishing off my job after giving notice, so I am seriously considering just...abandoning the position and letting them fire me. I just can't deal with it. But I'm scared that somehow it will get back to my other job. I LOVE my main job, it's amazing, my boss is amazing, the clients are awesome, my coworkers are the bomb. If my main job heard about this, put my head on the chopping block, and fired me, my heart would be broken. I think I'm being paranoid though.