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What are you thinking? 9.0

Started by V M, August 21, 2014, 10:29:08 PM

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Bombadil

why isn't she playing? sigh. the best laid plans of dogs and men






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LordKAT

Quote from: V M on September 12, 2014, 10:20:47 PM
Sometimes ignorance can be blistering

wondered why I had so many blisters, especially as a kid.
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immortal gypsy

Brain.

You stop this nonsense behave, and stop making me think I'm going to have a seizure. I wont turn on the alarm for the next two days deal. Now we have been getting along very well for the past few months, but I've noticed latley our relationship has started to sourer. We have our first Sunday off in a while and we don't know when we will have our next one.

If you are in anyway unhappy with my performance please do not hesitate to contact me. My door will always be open to you and any concerns you may have. Such drastic actions on your part are not required. Actions that end up with both of us ending up in hospital, will do no one any favours in the future.
Body.

I think this should work, right? Anybody
Do not fear those who have nothing left to lose, fear those who are prepared to lose it all

Si vis bellum, parra pacem
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King Malachite

Chick Fila is SO expensive.

I walk around the house shirtless and without a bra, while my mom is here.  I'm sure it annoys her, but she has gotten used to it.  I guess it's just practice for when I get top surgery and want to walk around the house shirtless.  Then again, the reverse will likely happen, in that, my mom will be so ashamed of me, so I will actually keep a shirt on out of respect to her.  I'll just walk around shirtless when she isn't there.

Wow, the fact that I'm actually typing just made me realize that Susans is working again.  Yay!

I wish I had some more Chinese mall food.  That stuff was delicious!
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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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Silverade

"God I am so in love with her. I could live the rest of my life with her. Please know that I will always be here for you. I want to give you hope whenever you need it, my love.

->-bleeped-<- do I need to lose some weight?

How do I lift these things without hurting myself.

What game should I play

What do I type here? Am I doing it right? I want to help everyone. "
No matter what happens, I'll be right here beside you.

If you ever need someone to talk to, please feel free to message me at anytime.
I live to help people.
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Liam Erik

I'm a recluse, but I have gotten to the point now where I'm seriously thinking about... not being a recluse.  I can see how it would be good to have friends.  But my antisocial tendencies are deeply, deeply ingrained at this point.  I haven't made a friend since I was eight.  The only people I've got are the ones I can't get rid of, my immediate family.  And I worded it that way for a reason.  I think the problems with this initiative include: pervasive self-loathing, generalized social idiocy, never feeling like I've got much in common with anyone, and not actually liking to do anything with other people. :eusa_think: I may be screwed.
"Never give in! Never give in! Never, never, never -- in nothing great or small, large or petty. Never give in, except to convictions of honour and good sense."
-Sir Winston Churchill
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Liam Erik

I'm sorry for complaining.  If I'm still on the computer at one in the morning, you know I'm not doing great.  I'm in the kind of post rough patch bog that doesn't actually seem like a good patch until you faceplant into something worse.
"Never give in! Never give in! Never, never, never -- in nothing great or small, large or petty. Never give in, except to convictions of honour and good sense."
-Sir Winston Churchill
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King Malachite

I am terrified of spiders.  I just saw one and sprayed it with poison.  It dropped and ran behind a cabinet.  I couldn't find it again.  That's the terrifying part.  That was a terrifying spider.  I pray it died.  I remember once I had a panic attack so bad my mom had to give me pills to calm me down.  There was a rat in my room a few weeks ago, and I was less scared of that.  My mom just shut her door and that even startled me.  I really hope that spider is dead.  I won't be able to sleep now.  This is the third spider I have *seen* this week in this house.  I begged my mom to call for an exterminator, but she doesn't want to get one.  The last time we had one, I felt calm the entire time and there was not one critter in sight.  Now we just have the spray and my nerves are on the edge because there's insects seem to be coming left and right.  Ugh!  I'm going to have to be put on a prescription to calm my nerves.  Heck just spraying this poison.....it's going to kill me before it kills the spider....  That stuff has me coughing.
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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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Rainbow Brite

I Have a house now. It's big enough that My Sister-in-law will stay at the house with her children while her hubby is in the Navy while I drive truck. The sooner I can pay this house off the better. I want to make this the last house we ever move to. It needs some TLC, but it's been around since the 1880's.
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Jera

Quote from: King Malachite on September 14, 2014, 12:14:15 AM
I am terrified of spiders.  I just saw one and sprayed it with poison.  It dropped and ran behind a cabinet.  I couldn't find it again.  That's the terrifying part.  That was a terrifying spider.  I pray it died.  I remember once I had a panic attack so bad my mom had to give me pills to calm me down.  There was a rat in my room a few weeks ago, and I was less scared of that.  My mom just shut her door and that even startled me.  I really hope that spider is dead.  I won't be able to sleep now.  This is the third spider I have *seen* this week in this house.  I begged my mom to call for an exterminator, but she doesn't want to get one.  The last time we had one, I felt calm the entire time and there was not one critter in sight.  Now we just have the spray and my nerves are on the edge because there's insects seem to be coming left and right.  Ugh!  I'm going to have to be put on a prescription to calm my nerves.  Heck just spraying this poison.....it's going to kill me before it kills the spider....  That stuff has me coughing.

Yeah, don't use poison, it totally does poison you, too, especially if you're using a bunch of it all the time. There's natural stuff you can make to keep spiders away.

Spiders hate citrus anything, so a spray you make with essential oils with citrus will do the trick just fine. I like to use lemon, because I think it smells good, but something like oranges or limes will work just as well. It's got to be real essential oil, and not the synthetic stuff.

Whichever one you pick, put a tablespoon of it with about a quart of water, and spray that around your doors and windows, and wherever you've seen a spider. I do this about once a week, and I haven't seen a spider in my house in ages. :)
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Jaime R D

Quote from: King Malachite on September 14, 2014, 12:14:15 AM
I am terrified of spiders.  I just saw one and sprayed it with poison.  It dropped and ran behind a cabinet.  I couldn't find it again.  That's the terrifying part.  That was a terrifying spider.  I pray it died.  I remember once I had a panic attack so bad my mom had to give me pills to calm me down.  There was a rat in my room a few weeks ago, and I was less scared of that.  My mom just shut her door and that even startled me.  I really hope that spider is dead.  I won't be able to sleep now.  This is the third spider I have *seen* this week in this house.  I begged my mom to call for an exterminator, but she doesn't want to get one.  The last time we had one, I felt calm the entire time and there was not one critter in sight.  Now we just have the spray and my nerves are on the edge because there's insects seem to be coming left and right.  Ugh!  I'm going to have to be put on a prescription to calm my nerves.  Heck just spraying this poison.....it's going to kill me before it kills the spider....  That stuff has me coughing.
the spider is probably plotting out it's revenge. Its getting some spider buddies together and then one night while you are sleeping....
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V M

I just buy 'Sticky traps' and put them on the floor along the wallboard  8)  There are several brands available at most any grocery or convenience/drug store and they all work about the same...

The spider and/or other unwanted buggies walk in, get stuck and die  8)  I've only caught one hobo spider in open ground this year and stomped it, the rest are in my sticky traps
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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Liam Erik

I used to be very afraid of spiders, but they're so ubiquitous I got over it.  There's a particular stupid spider who tries nearly every day to string web across the narrow gap I run through to fork hay.  Every day, I wipe it out, and most days, it's back again.  The door to the room where I sleep (which is outside) has a very large, new spiderweb spanning one upper corner.  I duck to go in so as not to get a face full.  The resident is often there, and it's a big, interesting-looking one.

....

I am making myself a sweater, and I am itching to finish it soon as it's getting cold.  It is black-ish, with random silvering, because it is undyed wool off a black-ish, silvering sheep.  It's completely handmade by me, from the knitting back through the spinning and plying of the yarn, the combing, the washing, and the shearing of the wool, and the raising of the sheep... and the selective breeding of her bloodline back four generations. 8)
"Never give in! Never give in! Never, never, never -- in nothing great or small, large or petty. Never give in, except to convictions of honour and good sense."
-Sir Winston Churchill
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Jaime R D

I'm worried that this extended time without hrt is gonna be much worse than the other times, but its going to be probably another month and a half before I can do anything about it. I hate being so broke, crap just doesn't seem to stop breaking or happening.
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Blue Senpai

Huh. Turns out I will most likely be able to get a mastectomy next year.
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King Malachite

It looks like I'm going to need some sticky traps and citric oils then, lol.  A few hours later after spraying the poison i was still kind of not okay, but I'm good now though thankfully. 

@Marcellow I hope you can get one next year.  :)
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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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Bombadil

do I skip this evening's dog walk because I feel like total crap or do I suck it up and walk the mutt?






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Dee Marshall

Quote from: Pikachu on September 12, 2014, 02:30:08 AM
:)

Mine's name is Angelica.
Mine's named Roger because he was my co-pilot back when I flew small planes. He's dressed for it; leather jacket, leather aviator's cap and goggles. Sweety didn't want me to ever fly alone.
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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Dee Marshall

Quote from: Jaime R D on September 14, 2014, 08:03:55 AM
the spider is probably plotting out it's revenge. Its getting some spider buddies together and then one night while you are sleeping....
That was needlessly cruel.
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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Adam (birkin)

Quote from: Rainbow Brite on September 14, 2014, 01:22:39 AM
I Have a house now. It's big enough that My Sister-in-law will stay at the house with her children while her hubby is in the Navy while I drive truck. The sooner I can pay this house off the better. I want to make this the last house we ever move to. It needs some TLC, but it's been around since the 1880's.

omg I didn't realize it was so old. o.O That's awesome though.
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