What are you thinking? 9.0

[Shantel]

I'm having cataract surgery Wednesday, I just don't want to hear the surgeon say Oops!

[Bombadil]

thanks. I don't know what's going on with me

your surgery will go great.

[Shantel]

thanks. I don't know what's going on with me

your surgery will go great.

Thanks hon! Maybe time for a Dr. checkup?

[Jaime R D]

I'm having cataract surgery Wednesday, I just don't want to hear the surgeon say Oops!

It should go well. I'll be on the island with my brother and niece fishing. It'll be good to get out there away from everything for a couple days.

[Dee Marshall]

I'm having cataract surgery Wednesday, I just don't want to hear the surgeon say Oops!

Good luck, Shan! I had it about two years ago and it was a piece of cake. Before long I'll need the other one done.

What kind of lens did you pick?

[Shantel]

It should go well. I'll be on the island with my brother and niece fishing. It'll be good to get out there away from everything for a couple days.

Good for you hon, enjoy yourself kick back and relax, it should take away your recent tension. We just loaded our freezer up with a lot of fish we caught off the Pacific Coast, it's always a great way to unwind.

[Shantel]

Good luck, Shan! I had it about two years ago and it was a piece of cake. Before long I'll need the other one done.

What kind of lens did you pick?

Thanks for the encouraging words! VA is doing it, a couple of skilled surgeons from U of W hospital ophthalmology dept. I didn't know that you gat a choice but perhaps rose colored lenses would be best huh?

[ElDudette]

Good luck on the surgery Shantel! Every time I've had t ogo under a knife I've told the docs "knock my #$@ out, I don't want to be awake for this!"  I rather dread that there'll be day when they have to give me a local rather than put me out cold. Being awake while I get diced makes me queasy even just to think about it!

My life is pointless.

"The point of life is to exist. Humans are the only creature that has decided to kill themselves in pursuit of the belief that there must be more to life than simply being alive, free, and enjoy the beauty around them." 

do it!!!

Ma.eve.tte: the name I've gone by online & in RPG's  for a decade+. My friends from World of Warcraft have always called me by this or "Mae" even on voice chat (off line my ears instinctively perk up if I even hear something that sounds close to "Mae"). The name is derived from "Maeve"
_{Maeve is a first name of Irish origin. In Irish Gaelic, the name "Medbh" or "Méadhbh" means "she who intoxicates." It is rooted in the Irish legend of Queen Maeve or Medb, one of the main protagonists of the early Irish legend Táin Bó Cúailnge.}

Art.emis: Greek deity of animals & hunting, parallel/equivalent to the Roman's Dianna

Last initial "B" (which I already went into)

full initials  M.A.B.  Which gets to Queen Mab from Shakespeare's writings, and is also one of the major reoccurring characters in The Dresden Files book series that I love to read.

It all came to me one night when I was having a moment of existentialist meditation.

[Miss_Bungle1991]

"The point of life is to exist. Humans are the only creature that has decided to kill themselves in pursuit of the belief that there must be more to life than simply being alive, free, and enjoy the beauty around them." 

Yeah, I know. I just get depressed easily these days. I wish I could shake it off entirely. But I can't.

[NathanielM]

I'm scared and worrying again. I've started a new diagnosing process and it freaks me out so I can't stop thinking about it. The thing is I can't figure out what I want from it, often I think I should just leave it and not figure out what is or isn't wrong with me. I don't want something to come out from it and I don't want nothing to come from it either. I know something isn't okay with me but I'm terrified of what the answer will be, yet at the same time I'm scared he'll tell me nothing's wrong and I should just 'man up' and act normal. I don't want something to be 'wrong' with me, but the way it's been I know there is...
I'm rambling by the way sorry.

[Shantel]

I'm scared and worrying again. I've started a new diagnosing process and it freaks me out so I can't stop thinking about it. The thing is I can't figure out what I want from it, often I think I should just leave it and not figure out what is or isn't wrong with me. I don't want something to come out from it and I don't want nothing to come from it either. I know something isn't okay with me but I'm terrified of what the answer will be, yet at the same time I'm scared he'll tell me nothing's wrong and I should just 'man up' and act normal. I don't want something to be 'wrong' with me, but the way it's been I know there is...
I'm rambling by the way sorry.

(((Hugs)))

[immortal gypsy]

I really feel like I need to take a sick day. I don't feel well. I don't know if I'm sick or just ... dunno. I went to bed at 7 last night and feel like I could just go back to bed. And I also feel like I could use a mental health day. But I am trying to save up sick leave and get caught up on work

do it!!!

Take care Christopher. Use your mental health day that's what they are there for, otherwise you could run the risk of worrying yourself sick and needing to use more sick leave then you have. Your work will always be there when you get back, we only have one body.

Thanks for the encouraging words! VA is doing it, a couple of skilled surgeons from U of W hospital ophthalmology dept. I didn't know that you gat a choice but perhaps rose colored lenses would be best huh?

Good luck hope the operation goes well, and yes rose coloured lenses would suit you
As a long high standing member in the rose colour viewing organization,  I am processing your application to join us now. On your first meeting you we be told the greatest secret, please remember as a secret society this must be kept in strict confidentiality. 

[Shantel]

Good luck hope the operation goes well, and yes rose coloured lenses would suit you
As a long high standing member in the rose colour viewing organization,  I am processing your application to join us now. On your first meeting you we be told the greatest secret, please remember as a secret society this must be kept in strict confidentiality.

Thanks, got that my lips are sealed!

[ElDudette]

Yeah, I know. I just get depressed easily these days. I wish I could shake it off entirely. But I can't.

*big hug*  "It can't rain all the time.."

I'm scared and worrying again. I've started a new diagnosing process and it freaks me out so I can't stop thinking about it. The thing is I can't figure out what I want from it, often I think I should just leave it and not figure out what is or isn't wrong with me. I don't want something to come out from it and I don't want nothing to come from it either. I know something isn't okay with me but I'm terrified of what the answer will be, yet at the same time I'm scared he'll tell me nothing's wrong and I should just 'man up' and act normal. I don't want something to be 'wrong' with me, but the way it's been I know there is...
I'm rambling by the way sorry.

*hug* No need to apologize, talking helps blunt the teeth of fear and worry.

[Miss_Bungle1991]

http://thinkprogress.org/health/2014/10/06/3576544/rush-limbaugh-obama-isnt-closing-the-borders-because-he-thinks-america-deserves-ebola/

Radio host Rush Limbaugh suggested on Monday that President Barack Obama is refusing to divert flights from Ebola-infected countries and close down America's borders because he believes that the nation "deserves" to be infected with the virus given its history of perpetuating slavery.

He DOES realize that if Ebola spreads throughout the nation, all people would be affected by this? It's not like the disease is "race selective". 

[Jill F]

http://thinkprogress.org/health/2014/10/06/3576544/rush-limbaugh-obama-isnt-closing-the-borders-because-he-thinks-america-deserves-ebola/

He DOES realize that if Ebola spreads throughout the nation, all people would be affected by this? It's not like the disease is "race selective". 

Rush Limbaugh said something incredibly stupid. 

In other news, water is wet and the sky is blue.  Film at 11.

Actually, fifty bucks says even Rush doesn't believe half the crap he spouts.  Frankly, if I got paid what he got paid, I'd say pretty much any stupid thing too. 

[Blue Senpai]

Today's my dad's birthday. What he's gonna do once I give him his birthday card?

[Miss_Bungle1991]

Rush Limbaugh said something incredibly stupid. 

In other news, water is wet and the sky is blue.  Film at 11.

You forgot one news item: Portia Porcupine is incredibly cute. This would be the lead story.

[immortal gypsy]

My brother and sister in law are playing games with my sister again over a petty family dispute that I'm also involved in. Tonight after work I'll tell them how I truly think of there behaviour. Who cares what happens afterwards, Those words underneah me time for me to live up to them.

And another thing! How does I grown adult leave her house without checking she has all her medication in her backpack. Yes it is only one tablet in a cocktail of meds, yes I have been good lately and one day shouldn't hurt but still I should know better. I have practicaly everything else in there (I think a kitchen sink is in there somewhere), this is what I get for rushing out this morning

[Dee Marshall]

I use a little aluminum tube keychain packager for my, "probably be out" meds. I put a weeks worth in when I package the others. It's my estradiol and my spiro, so particularly important.